wish bey luck

a week has past and today is the day i get the real results back . im still in L.A and jay went back to new york they sent the results to our house in new york good thing im going back to day . i finished the rest of the movie around 12 in the after noon and i was so happy now i have to pack up my clothes and stuff so i can get home.
im really nervous because it could be a chance i am pregnant and there could be a chance that im not or i could miscarry or something like that  but i dont want to think about the negatives. i called jay and he told me that the results havent arrived yet and i was happy because i want to read them together . my flight took off at 5pm and its only around 3 so i decided to met up with this guy i meet named usher he is very handsome but he is not my type he seems like a dude that would do anything you want . i mean i like a dude like that but i also like for him to be able to take control when he needs to and usher dont seem like that type . he has a girl friend anyways and they have two sons that are very cute . her name is Tameka and i met her once she seemed like she had a attidue or something and i just ignored it . but anyways me and usher were going to this nice little restaurant they had in L.A then we were going to walk around until 5. i chose to wear something regular instead of going all out . i met up with usher at the restaurant and from there we talked and order our food 
()bey) why are you in L.A anyways if you live in Florida
(usher)well nosy i got a video shoot out here
(bey)wait you sing. or rap or something
(usher)yea..i sing
(bey)omg me too im working on my second album
(usher) i heard your first one it was pretty good
(bey) pretty good ch.. you mean amazing
(usher) dont get over confident
(bey)hold on im trying to remember you ..............oh yeah you sing that song called confessions or something like that
(usher)yup
(bey)i loved that song i didn't know who sang it though
(usher)well now you do 
(bey)mmhhmm
(usher)we should collaborate together
(bey)that would be something wouldnt it
(usher)yea so what do you say
(bey)umm i dont know i dont think your good enough for my voice
(usher)oh really 
(bey)nahh im kidding sure ill do it
(usher)ok cool how about we do a remix to love in this club
(bey)that song is kinds sexual dont you think?
(usher)its just a song
(bey)yea your right 
(usher)i know. how long you been out here ?
(bey)4 months now 
(usher)for what?
(bey)this move called Carmen 
(usher) you act?
(bey) this is my 1st movie
(usher)oh
(bey)yup but you ready to go
(usher)yea sure
(bey)ok
me and usher walked around L.A then i caught my plane home. when i got off the plane jay was waiting and i dropped all my stuff and ran to him he hugged me while lifting me up in the air i missed him so much even though he was with me last week i also missed the new york air for some reason . me and jay got in the car and went home when we got home jay got all the bag out the car while i hopped in the shower real quick . when i got out i really didnt feel like putting clothes on so i walked around in my panties and bra . i really didnt care because im home and when im home i get comfortable . i got the blanket from off the bed and i went downstairs and sat on the couch it felt good to just relax and dont have to worry about shooting the movie dont get me wrong it was lots of fun its just that i missed being at home with my boo.i started watching  poetic justice and i love that move because i love Janet Jackson . while i was watching the movie i fell asleep . jay woke me up and it was 11 at night and i was confused because it was just 7 and i couldnt have slept that long but i guess i did, i guess it was from being on the plane all day . when jay woke me up he gave me some food . he knows me so well he knew i was gonna be hungry . after i ate jay went to check the mailbox to see did the results come and they did . we went upstairs and got in the bed . when i opened the envelop and i saw the words POSITIVE i was so happy excited every good emotion you could think of then i came back to reality and i realized i have to tell my family about this and that had me nervous  i knew they were not going to be happy well solange would because she is going to be a aunty AGAIN!. my mom i really dont know how she is going to feel about this but even though my dad acts like he like jay i know deep down he dont . i decided to not tell anyone yet i wanted to wait until Christmas or something. when there is alot of people around so my dad wont try to kill me or jay.i decided to call kelly.
(bey)hey
(kelly)hey bey
(bey)what are you doing love
(kelly)oh nothing serious just this little thing i like to call sleeping
(bey)did i wake you?
(kelly)yes
(bey)oh . oh well your up now
(kelly)mmhhmm what do you want
(bey)do you wanna do something tomorrow i got to tell you something
(kelly)umm sure 
(bey)lets do something we havent did in a while
(kelly)like what?
(bey)ummmm...........................................the museum 
(kelly)yea sure
(bey)ok ill call you tomorrow 
(kelly)ok 
after bey got off the phone we then just really talked about the baby and the what if's and whatever . this is my first child and this is bey's second i can tell that bey is really happy but deep down i know she is nervous because of what happened to her son. im going to make it my mission to find him before i leave this world i know that would make her more then happy . we talked about the baby and how we were going to tell our family and we decided to wait until Christmas . she is not big so you cant really tell that she is even pregnant . we fell asleep and then she woke up and got dressed because her and kelly was going to the museum . i didn't want to come so i went to the studio until . they came back
i called kelly and told her i was on my way . when i got to her house she was ready surprisingly . we got to the museum about a hour later. we looked around and played around

  
 people was asking for autographs and thing and was coming up to us so i couldn't really talk to her about the baby . so we stayed for a few hours then left and went out to eat at this high class  restaurant it was really quiet all you heard was the instruments playing in the background . when we got seated we looked at the menu then the waiter came and asked what we wanted to drink and i ordered a sweet tea and kelly gave me this certain look then she ordered a long island ice tea . then the waiter wrote it down in his book and walked away.
(kelly)a sweet tea really?
(bey)yes 
(kelly)mmhhmm so whats up what did you have to tell me?
(bey)im pregnant
(kelly)what bey you are not serious are you?
(bey)yes thats why i got a sweet tea
(kelly)are you ready to have another kid after what happened to anthony (i changed his name from jaylen to anthony)
(bey)i think so i mean i cant do nothing about it now i really wanna have the baby its just something about jay thats different from the rest
(kelly)well im happy for you . did you tell tina and matthew
(bey)no i just found out for sure yesterday
(kelly)you do know you have to tell them right
(bey)of course
(kelly)yups. anyways i want something sweet like cake, cookies, pie something sweet god the 20 80 shit aint working for me
(bey) 20 80?
 (kelly)it this thing my trainer got me on 80% of what i eat have to be healthy and the other 20% can be sweets or cocktails or something
(bey)oh you dont need that she skinny 
(kelly)im not skinny im slim
(bey)right...
when i was sitting here with bey she seemed different i mean she was still her ordinary self its just something thats not clicking about her on the out side she seems happy about this pregnancy . but i can tell on the inside she is nervous or something i dont know im happy for her . anywho we ordered our food and ate then we went shopping and did anything eles we do when we are together . then i went home. when i got home my boo was waiting for me and lord i got me a goooooood man i love him to death mmmmmm he so got damn sexy he got a east coast accent that us country girls like i mean like look at jay and bey lol but my dude is not form brooklyn her from manhattan 
i went home and jay was still at the studio . then about 3 hours later he walked in the house with that bitch rihwhora or rihanna some shit like that she sat right next to me and i moved over then she started talking to me with that fake ugly ass accent 
(rihanna)congrats bey 
(bey)mmhhmm
(jay)bey be nice
(bey)fine thanks rihanna 
(rihanna)no problem
(bey)*fake smiles* jay can we talk real quick
(jay)yea
me and jay went upstairs so i can ask him why is she here . he said because she wanted to tell me congrats on the baby . i was like ok she can leave now but she was still here . so i just let her stay and i didnt say nothing . when she left me and jay got in the bed..a month has past and today is the day i tell the family wish me luck

to be continued