Monday, August 5, 2013

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Saturday, July 13, 2013

Aaliyah as dr.phill

I read the note that bey wrote and I did feel bad because I did tell her I wouldn't do her like that . I put my hands on my wife are you crazy jay? To be honest I don't even know why I am acting like this I guess it's because I heard some shit about bey they made me think

-Kelly house-

(Kelly) bey you know whenever you and jay are arguing or even if you just want to get away you can come here
(Bey) I know thanks Kelly
(Kelly) let me hold my niece
(Bey) *gives blue to kelly*
(Kelly) *baby talk* awww wook at aunty precious wittle niece wooking all beautiful like her aunty aint that right baby girl *kisses her cheek*
(Blue) *sneezes*
(Bey) she is allergic to bullshit Kelly
(Kelly) *laughs* shut up so what happened when I left
(Bey) well I saw him looking like he was bout to leave so I asked him wear he was goin and he started getting a attitude so I was askin him what has been wrong with him for the past 2 weeks he was talking bout dont get in his face or he was gonna hit me and blah blah so I hit him and told him to hit me and I said he was a bith ass nigga then he hit me so I wrote him a note and came here
(Kelly) *rocking blue* so you was asking him to hit you
(Bey) shut up
(Kelly) well I know what you mean and even though you was asking for it he still shouldn't of put his hands on you
(Kelly phone ringings)

(Kelly) hello
(Ty) wassup hoe
(Kelly) wassup
(Ty) nothin I got K with me and we was gonna stop by
(Kelly) ok bey is here too
(Ty) aww my pumpkin head bey over there we on our way
(Kelly) blue is here as well
(Ty) and..?? What are you tryna say kelendria?
(Kelly)nothing but you know how you are
(Ty) whatever ill be there in 10 minutes *hangs up*

(Kelly)
Oh lord Jesus *looks at blue sleeping* he bout to wake her up out her sleep and she don't even know

(Bey) ty coming ?
(Kelly) hell yes *giggles*
(Bey) oh god
(Kelly) exactly imma go lay her in my room
(Bey) ok

-with jay-
I don't even know what to do I mean I know blue is mine but I just can't believe what I heard . Maybe I should talk to her about it..... Nah I don't know what to do

I decided I was going stay in the house since its bout ten at night anyways and bey was gone . I shouldn't have hit her no matter how angry I was this shit really got me flipping out . I decided I was just gonna sleep .

-Kelly house-
Ty: anyways so I had to pick this hoe up because she is always ready to fight
Bey: who you tryna fight now K?
Ty: Mimi
Kelly: *shakes her head* drama drama drama
Bey: right
K.M: it aint my fault alright *laughs*
Bey: ill be back imma go check I'm blue

I went upstairs because I really wanted do talk to jay but when I was bout to call him aaliyah called and I was surprised I haven't talked to her in a while

Aaliyah: wassup with you and jay now
Bey: why you say that?
Aaliyah: because whenever he dont answer his phone it's cause y'all arguing
Bey:I was just bout to call him he has Been acting strange for the past 2 weeks
Aaliyah: imma go over there and talk to him ill call you later
Bey: ok thanks

(Aaliyah)
I swear I'm always the one that has to be dr.phill of their relationship *putting on her shoes* I bet they arguing over something stupid *puts her jacket on* where my keys.?? *looks around* ohhh there they are *grabs her keys and make her way to jay and bey house*

-Kelly house-
Bey: I ain't having no more kids shit two is enough for me *sips her wine* and I would if had three if I didn't have my miscarriage
K.M: awwww
Kelly: lets not talk about sad stuff please


-jay&bey- house

(Aaliyah) jay I came here because you wasn't answering *siting on the couch* and I know whenever you don't answer you and bey is arguing so tell me what happened now *sighs*
(Jay) man *shakes his head* I didn't know I was at the studio and these niggas was talking bout how they fucked bey or whatever and I ain't know if I should believe it or not so I asked her for a DNA test and I have been stating away from her and I put my hands on her
(Aaliyah) what in the hell? Jay you know better then that I should beat yo ass you don't never put your hands on a women and you know blue is yours she look just like you *shakes her head* I can't believe you jay I'm really disappointed in you . You need to apologize to her because bey and blue is one of the best things that happened to yo dumbass
(Jay) I know LI I fucked up
(Aaliyah) this night is not about to be over until we get this shit over with *calls bey* GET OVER HERE NOW BEYONCÉ *hangs up*

To be continued

Thursday, June 27, 2013

Short post

I went downstairs and waited for chelle. It took maybe 10 minutes and she was knocking on the door

Bey: hey boo what's wrong
Chelle: *crying* bey my aunt died today
Bey: awww which one
Chelle: Kendra
Bey: how did she die ?
Chelle:heart attack I have to fly to Detroit to night
Bey: awww I'm so sorry chelle

3 MONTHS LATER
Jay has really been showing his ass lately I don't what has gotten into him .

Bey: I don't know all of a sudden he thinks blue is not his
Kelly: what !!
Bey: yeah he was like he wanted a blood test
Kelly: that nigga trippin bey
Bey: I know, he the one coming home at 4 or 5 in the morning

Jay: *walks in the door*
Bey: hey jay
Jay: *goes upstairs and ignores her*

Bey: you see what I'm saying
Kelly: something up bey something serious
Bey: Kelly you don't think I know that
Kelly: you need to figure out what's up with him
Bey: I will cab you take blue tonight
Kelly: yeah where lil man
Bey: Angie watching him and julez
Kelly: oh well go get her

I went upstairs to get blue she was in our room sleep. I tried to open the door but jay had the room door locked I knocked and he didn't open it

(Bey) I need blue

It took a minute then jay opened the door and gave blue to me then I packed her a bag and gave her to Kelly

Kelly: call me if you need me or if anything happen
Bey: ok I will

Kelly left and I locked the door I went upstairs and the room door was opened I went inside and jay was getting dressed

(Bey) where you going this late at night
(Jay) *ignores her*
(Bey) jay ??
(Jay) shut up
(Bey) can you talk to me ?
(Jay) shut up before you piss me off
(Bey) no fuck that jay you been acting crazy for two weeks now and I don't know what the hell is going on with you but you need to stop this shit now *walking up to him*
(Jay) don't get it my face
(Bey) shut the hell up i will get in yo face if I want to. *gets in his face* you racing the sun home and shit then have the nerve to say blue isn't yours are you fucking out of your hind *slaps his head*
(Jay) hit me again beyonce i promise you imma slap yo ass
(Bey) oh really *hits him* slap me *hits him* come on jay hit me *hits him* punk ass
(Jay) *slaps her* I told yo ass to stop
(Bey) oh hell no I'm bout to kill to ass *runs in the bathroom and grabs a razor* you wanna hit me jay really *tries to cut*
(Jay) beyonce chill the fuck out now
(Bey) *drops the razor* you lucky I got Jesus on my side nigga
(Jay) man whatever *goes in the guestroom*

What the hell happen he really just hit me I need a break from it all I decided to wright jay a note and stay with Kelly

Dear man I thought I loved,
I thought I loved you and I thought you loved me . How could you hurt me physically and mentally you said you would never do me like lyndell did but guess what you are. What did I do jay I haven't done anything but try to be a perfect wife and mother despite all your shit, jay you don't know how bad it hurts for you to say you want a blood test because you are not sure blue is yours she looks just like you . I think we really need a break and by the time you read this imma be gone . I want you to take a break and see if you really want me And to be positive that you want a blood test because we could get one
-bey

I layed the note on the bed and headed to Kelly house

To be continued

Monday, June 17, 2013

Now what?

Sorry for the mistakes
I called for the doctors and they came in

(DR) what's wrong mrs.carter
(Bey) I think he is better
(Dr) excuse me?
(Bey) I was sitting here in the chair and I had his hand layed on my belly and then he started rubbing my belly *looks at jay* look even his eyes Are open
(Dr) mr. Carter can you here us
(Jay) *shakes his head yes*
(Dr) sir do you know where you are
(Jay) the hospital obviously

5 MONTHS LATER

I'm so happy that all of that is over with me and jay is happy again and he is doing much better he has to take therapy classes and I always go with him tho

I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl BLUE IVY CARTER on April 14, 2009 (made the date up) she is the most beautifulist thing I have ever created she gives me do much life. Ever since having the baby I loved jay so much more he is such a great father. Also I moved anthony I'm with us and he is a great big brother

I was sitting in the room rocking blue to sleep while jay was cooking everything felt so perfect . While I was rocking her I was singing done nursery rhymes. It seems like I have a perfect family I have a son and a daughter. Anthony is really attached to jay him and jay do everything together like now anthony is down there cooking with jay.jay changed Anthony last name to carter now so I guess you can say anthony is jays son

I was starting to fall asleep so I layed blue on the side of me so she was facing me I just stared at her and she looks so much like me and jay . Anthony came in the room and tapped me

(Ant) mommy?
(Bey) yes baby
(Ant) daddy wants blue
(Bey) tell daddy she sleeping
(Ant) ok *runs Down the stairs*

A few minutes later jay came walking up the stairs

(Jay) *rubbing blue hair* you hungry bey
(Bey) yeah
(Jay) ok well you go eat and I will watch her
(Bey) *kisses him* thanks baby *goes downstairs

(Jay)
*playing with blue fingers while she sleeps*
I can't believe I'm really a father now this is my first baby by the women I love and she is so beautiful and perfect i think she looks like bey, I cried when I first saw here because she so innocent and precious my life is complete now I have a wife and a son and a beautiful daughter I would give this up for anything

JAY!!!!!

YEAH!!!!

COME HERE!!!

Jay goes downstairs to bey

(Jay) wassup baby
(Bey) sit
(Jay) ok *sits* wassup
(Bey) nothing I didn't want to eat alone so I wanted you in here
(Jay) where lil man
(Bey) watching cartoons
(Jay) is solo coming to get him or julez coming here
(Bey) I think julez is coming here
(Jay) oh alright
(Bey) jay guess what
(Jay) what?
(Bey) you are so sexy *bites her lip* I think we gone have to send the kids with solo
(Jay) I'mma call her right now
(Bey) no I will

I put the rest of my food in the fridge and called solo

(Bey) hey instead of you bringing julez cab you watch blue and anthony
(Solo) what you want me to watch your one month old daughter
(Bey) solo please I need this
(Solo) what dick? *laughs* damn bey that why you got two kids now
(Bey) solo it's been long enough can you please
(Solo) what am I getting in return
(Bey) a I love you
(Solo) yeah yeah I'm on my way hoe

I hung up with solo then Rasheeda called me
(Bey) hello
(Sheeda) hey bey this sheeda I wanted to tell you congrats on the baby
(Bey) thanks
(Sheeda) also tell yo friend k.Michelle to stop running her mouth about me and my husband
(Bey) *laughs* ok I will
(Sheeda) ok love you and again congrats
(Bey) thanks again love you too *hangs up*


(Jay) what she say *kisses her neck*
(Bey) *bites her lips* she said she on her way I have to get blue and anthony bag packed
(Jay) ok baby *blues starts crying* I think she hungry babe
(Bey) while I'm feeding her pack anthony bag he just needs the basics Pajamas clothes for tomorrow and a tooth brush
(Jay) ok

I went upstairs and packed blue things then I waited in the couch and feed her until solange got here

(Solo) hey bey *sits by her*
(Bey) hey
(Solo) she sleep ?
(Bey) yeah I just fed her bad she got three bottles in the bag one for if she get hungry again then two for tomorrow until we come get them
(Solo) ok well where my nephew at ?
(Anthony) *coming downstairs carrying his bag* I'm right here auntie no need to wowwy (worry)
(Solo) aww look at you carrying that bag like a strong man
(Anthony) yeah well you know *smirks*
(Bey) *giggles* jay your rubbing off on my son
(Jay) nope that's all him
(Solo) you ready to go uncle Daniel DVD julez is waiting for you
(Anthony) yeah let's go shawty
(Bey) anthony I told you bout that word "shawty" that's your aunt not your friends
(Solo) bey shut the hell tryna be mommy if the year I thought it was cute give me my niece so I can go
(Bey) *gives blue to solo* bye my little plum plum *kisses blue forehead* a thing come give mommy some love
(Anthony) *hugs and kisses her then pounds jay* bye!!!
(Bey) bye handsome

They leave and jay instantly picks bey up and carries her to the room and lays we on the bed

(Jay) damn bey I missed you And this body so much *placing kisses on her neck and chest*
(Bey) *moaning* I missed you more daddy

Jay took my shirt off and I unhooked my bra and her sucked on my boobs one by one and it turned me on even more I took his pants off while he kissed sucked on my chest . I pulled his boxers down bad layed back While he took my shorts and panties off. One a minute he stared at me then he kissed my navel until he made it down to where I wanted him at .
While his tongue was working miracles I moaned and grabbed the sheets I missed this so much

(Bey) *rubbing the back of his head and closes her eyes* mmmmm right there baby

Jay was putting his tongue deeper in me Hittin my spot which caused my legs to shake and eventually I cam but he didn't swallow he watched as it followed out if my pussy and for some reason that turned me on

(Bey) my turn *forces him to the bed and runs her nails down his chest*

(Jay)
When bey runs her nails Down my chest like That my dick gets even more harder this women know how to pleasure me very well *wraps his hand around her hair and guides* I don't know where she learned how to give head like this but I swear she is the best and some of this things she doing she has never did I think she been learning things ever since the last time she sucked me

(Jay) *biting his lip* damn bey I'm bouta cum
(Bey) *moves to the side watch him cum*
(Jay) I think you learned a few more thing since the last time we fucked
(Bey) a few *winks* I want daddy dick now baby
(Jay) well bring that ass over here then baby

SOLO HOUSE
(Solo) look y'all two nigga need to calm down y'all know blue is in my room sheep and talk jumping around here like this is a fucking jungle gym and julez you know better
(Julez) I'm sorry mommy
(Solo) you and your cousin go in them rock while I clean this shit up *knock at the door* *opens the door* ughh what nigga
(Ty) ooop attitude loose it
(Solo) *mumbles* Ty what is she doing here *looking at Joseline*
(Ty) *gives her a face*
(Solo) mmmm
(Joseline) well heello to you solange
(Solo) ummm Daniel go in the room you know I don't trust the her around my man *giggles* wassup boo :D
(Ty) I came to give you the tea
(Solo) *siting on the couch* spill it
(Ty) lawwwwd k.michelle and Rasheeda done got into a fight k.michelle threw a fucking candle at get ass
(Solo) you lying why did they fight ?
(Ty) because Rasheeda was talking shit so she was like she was leaving then k said tell Kirk and his four earrings I said hey
(Solo) K. Is a fool Ty you went to the strip club or something ?
(Ty) no why you say that for?
(Solo) I was just wondering because you got her so I thought maybe you went
(Ty) *laughs* you wrong for that you know I'm the only one that throw shade at bitches

BEY AND JAY

(Bey) *moaning* deeper baby I wanna feel it all
(Jay) *goes deeper* is that deep enough baby
(Bey) yes *moans loud* god baby keep it there

They fucked in that position for maybe another 10 minutes then jay started Hittin from the back

(Bey) *bitting a pillow* mmmmm....mmmmmhhh.....aaahhhhhmmmmm.. Jaaaaaaayyyy..baby I'm cummin *cums*
(Jay) *wipes his sweat* here I come baby *pulls out And nuts on her back*

OMG I needed that I forgot how good jay dick was until now I'm happy we got this opportunity I missed it so much

Anyways me and jay cleaned up and took a shower a layed in the bed until my phone started ringing

(Bey) hello ..... What's wrong *sits up*... Yeah I'm home.... Why are you crying... Ok but why are you crying .... Hello....hello *hangs up*
(Jay) who was that baby
(Bey) michelle something is wrong she was crying and wouldn't tell me why





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To be continued

Saturday, June 15, 2013

Recovery ????

I walked in the house and I smelled food but I was so sad that I didn't eat to eat. I went and sat on the couch until I was my mom walking towards me

MT: hey baby you hungry
Bey: no
MT: you sure
Bey:yes
MT: bey you can't let this stop you from eating you have a growing baby inside you that need food *yells to gloria* Gloria can you please make bey a plate!!
MG: sure thing!

I sat there staring at the tv that was playing soap operas I hate those so I just put on my headphones and played my very first album I made

Do I really wanna retire from the industry??? I have too so I can be a real mom like my mother was for me. I wouldn't have to do no more interviews, appearances, or shows . I could just spend time with my daughter and maybe move anthony here with me
Anyways I got my food and I ate then I say my plate on the table and took my head phones out so I can tell him what happened

(MT) take your time bey and just tell us what happened
(Bey) *sighs and tells then EVERYTHING* and now he is in a coma
(MG) well they said slight coma so that means he is gonna be better
(Bey) yeah I guess it's just hard knowing he is not here with me because he is in a coma for god only knows how long
(MT) didn't you say Kelly was stating with you until he get better
(bey) yeah... But that don't compare to actually having my husband with me
(MG) we understand beyonce but I believe Shawn will be ok so stop worrying yourself
(Bey) I can't I need to go see him
(MT) you want us to go too
(Bey) *standing up* no thanks
(MT) ok well we will talk to you later bey *they hug her*

On my way to the car I got a call from k. I answered and she wanted me to met her at her house

When I got there I saw Ty and Angie there also I knew some drama went down or was about to go down

(Bey) hey y'all *sits*
(Ty) where yo big ass been?
(Bey) home can't you see I'm pregnant
(Angie) umm yeah it's not hard to miss
(Bey) fuck you
(K.M) where Kelly ?
(Ty) yeah where the industry hoe at
(Bey) ty she is not a industry hoe you know that nicki
(K.M) now you know that title goes to Joseline
(Bey)*laughs* but anyways she had a interview to do also I'm retiring from the industry
(Ty) am I still gone get paid tho
(Bey) yes dumbass
(Ty) shit I had to make sure or me and Joseline going to hit them strip clubs
(Bey) *shakes her head* so why you want me to come over for
(K.M) we going to get something to eat abs chill and we wanted you to come
(Bey) I can't I was on my way to visit jay
(K.M) oh is he better?
(Bey) no I just wanted to see him
(K.M) okay well call us when you leave

I left k's house and went to the hospital and told them everything they needed to know then they walked me to jays room when I walked in I saw him still hooked up to the machine it made me so sad that I didn't even want to say so I left to go hang with then instead

2 WEEKS LATER
It's been two week since jay been in a coma and I am missing him like crazy and even baby girl is missing him

I'm going to see him again today.
It's about 9 at night and Kelly couldn't stay to say because she had a show to do in NJ I couldn't sleep and the baby had been kicking
I changed into some sweats and headed to the hospital

When I walked in it was still the same he was still laying there hooked to the machine I grabbed a chair and put it by his bedside and took his hand and let it just lay there on my stomach I put my hand on top of his

(Bey) see baby girl daddy is right here so she can stop kicking mommy . Daddy is just not feeling well so he is not really being his regular self but that will all change hopefully very soon *eyes watering and lays her head on jays chest* baby I don't know if you can hear me but I love you so much with all my heart and I can't have you leave me by myself I actually need you in my life you are everything to me even tho you might hurt me I still love you . You have always been here for me when ever I needed you
I hate to see you like this I love you jay *kisses his lip*

When I kissed him I could of sworn I felt him try to kiss me back I don't know if I was feeling things or what so I just sat back in the chair and out his hands in my stomach and the baby calmed down

I was starting to dose off then I felt his hand rubbing my belly a little

(Bey) OMG jay baby your back






















To be continued :*

Wednesday, June 12, 2013

Explain .?

I quickly raised my head from Kelly shoulder thinking the doctor was gonna say that he was either fine or dead

(Bey) *sighs* he is dead isn't he
(Doctor) not quiet but he is in a slight coma and we don't know when he is gonna come back to reality
(Bey) *eyes watering* can I go see him?
(Doctor) sure you want to come also ma'am*to kelly*
(Kelly) *looks at bey then the doctor* yes I do

Kelly held on to my hand as we walked the hall to where jay was I didn't want to see him Hooked up to no Machine helpless I just couldn't see my husband like that

When the doctor Open the door I quickly ran to his bed side and cries while I hugged him

(Mariah)
I can't believe jay is in the hospital I'm glad I decided to watch the news tonight I have to go see him and make sure he is okay

I arrived at the hospital and asked what room was he in and they said 44 I walked into the room and my heart sank to my ass when I saw beyonce and Kelly because I don't know if they knew what happened with me and jay

(Mariah) *nervous* hi bey
(Bey) *looks at her and wipes her face* bitch that's mrs.carter to you and remember that shit next time you try to fuck my man *gets up and starts walking up to her* I can't believe you had the nerves to bring yo Lyin stankin ass down here to see my husband knowing damn well you ain't pregnant by that man right there *points to jay* that only women that's pregnant by Shawn Corey carter is beyonce Giselle knowles carter ok bitch now I advise you to leave now
(Mariah) whoa bitch who the fuck you talking to?

(Kelly)
Bitch? I know she aint just call bey no bitch oh hell no

(Kelly) I know you ain't just call her a bitch
(Mariah) shut the fuck up

(Kelly)
This hoe got the right one today I'm mad as hell and I want to fuck somebody up right now so here is my opportunity

(Kelly) *gets in her face* you told me to do what hoe
(Mariah) Kelly I don't got one for your shit ok I just came to check on jay
(Bey) for what? Bitch that's my husband
(Mariah) your husband that I fucked and got pregnant by
(Bey) oh really then take a pregnancy test since we at the hospital
(Mariah) I already took one I don't need another
(Kelly) yo ass aint pregnant cus bitch you know me and LaLa is like bees to honey hoe we go together like this *cross her fingers* so you know LaLa already to me you ain't pregnant
(Mariah) *thinking to herself* that bitch
(Bey) you need to go its been along day and my husband is in a coma I don't want to have to add beat a hoe ass in the list either
(Kelly) take you and that quote on quote baby you speak of and get the hell out if here now *giggles* desperate hoe
(Mariah) y'all bitches better watch who y'all calling a hoe shit it aint my fault yo man wanted to fuck me
(Bey) *slaps her* bitch! You wanted to fuck him
(Mariah) *pushes bey*

(Kelly)
Lawd Jesus this hoe done fucked up now it's time to let the beast out

(Kelly) *punches mariah* bitch put yo hands on her again
(Mariah)*holding her face* fuck y'all *leaves*

(Bey)
I understand that Kelly was trying to be there for me but now she only made it look like I was a little bitch and couldn't handle my own and she know I could fight my own battles

(Kelly) bey you ok?
(Bey) *ignores her*
(Kelly) bey you heard me ?
(Bey) Kelly I'm fine *attitude*
(Kelly) why you acting funny
(Bey) because you made me seem like a little bitch I couldn't fight my own battle
(Kelly) I was just trying to be here for you
(Bey) I know but I could of handled it
(Kelly) not while your pregnant
(Bey) oh yeah I kinda forgot I was pregnant Im sorry boo
(Kelly) how you forget you pregnant *giggles* you a mess but let's go imma stay with you until jay is out of his coma
(Bey) *kisses her cheek* thanks Kelly
(Kelly) girl you my sister if you don't give me a real kiss *laughs*
(Bey) *kisses her lips and giggles*

A few hours later in bey and jay room with Kelly and bey

I love Kelly to death we been through so much it's crazy we had a relationship where we could kiss on the lips and don't think nothing of it that's how tight we are .

Kelly was laying on the side of the bed that jay normally lays on and I was laying on the side that I always lay on. We were watching some crazy shit on tv and I couldn't stop thinking about jay

(Bey) Kelly?
(Kelly) *looks at bey* yes?
(Bey) *sad voice* what if jay dies
(Kelly) bey he is not going to die
(Bey) but what if he do my daughter is gonna have to grow up with out her father it's to bad anthony has to do it
(Kelly) look bey trust me he will be fine ok
(Bey) ok also I think imma retire from the industry and just be a mom
(Kelly) you sure I mean you love singing
(Bey) yeah I'm sure

*bey phone rings*

(Kelly) who that?
(Bey) K (k.Michelle I'm sorry I love her so I had to put her in the blog)
(Kelly) you answering it?
(Bey) yeah

Even tho I don't want to talk to nobody imma answer for k. Because she is cool and I know she will be real with me and everything

(Bey) hello
(K.M) wassup bey are you ok I heard what happened to jay he in the hospital
(Bey) yeah he is in a coma
(K.M) he will get better bey I know he will
(Bey) I know so why did you really call me ? *giggles*
(K.M) I called you to tell you about kirk's husband Rasheeda
(Bey) *giggles* his husband really? Lol but what happened
(K.M) ok so me and Ty went to eat and the lesbian couple was there so I was like cool me and Ty sat very close to them then I was talking to Ty and all I said was I'm not scared of a dude with four earrings in his ears this hoe Rasheeda gonna try to get in my face like she wanna fight me and the whole time me and Ty is like I thought he was a man why he can't fight his own battles *ty in the background* this tutu was in too tight
(Bey) *laughing* I like sheeda and I don't think Kirk is gay
(K.M) ok do yo man wear four earrings
(Bey) no
(K.M) and do he act as if you wear the boxers in the relationship
(Bey) no
(K.M) exactly Kirk is the definition of gay but bey I gotta go imma check on you until jay is better I love you
(Bey) love you too *hangs up*

After I hung up the phone with k.michelle I talked to Kelly some more then I had to find something to eat then after I ate I feel asleep

This morning I decided to finally go talk
To everybody since they have been calling me all day

I was meeting my mom and her house in New York and I know jay mom was gonna be there I was super nervous how am I gonna explain this to them????

To be continued

Thursday, June 6, 2013

Jay!!!!

(Jay)
I got in the car ad I got to the house in 10 minutes . When I got there the front door was opened I went in and I looked around it was glass on the floor and I saw some blood I was so nervous I ran upstairs and I was the bey phone was laying on the floor and I saw my key to the house and Kelly purse here so I know she was here also . I looked around the house and saw that nobody was there I got so scared and emotional I sat on the bed and started crying "what am I gone do with out bey *sniffs* I need her in my life I can't live with out her *cries harder and sniffs again* I can't lose her or my first child. How am I gone explain this to her parents and my parents then Kelly is gone to this is crazy *sniffs* she makes me so happy and I would do anything to get her back lord please help me find her *sniffs and wipes his eyes*


(With bey and Kelly)

The guy: now you *talking to kelly* I want you to call that bitch ass nigga jayz and tell him I killed his bitch *looks at bey* ohhh and the hoe pregnant .. Point the gun at her stomach *talking to the other guy*
(Kelly) my sister aint a hoe or bitch
(Guy)*pointing the gun to her head* shut the fuck up and call that nigga

(Kelly)
I don't know what to do I'm so scarred that he will kill bey I mean I do want to live but I would rather him kill me instead of bey because of my niece in her stomach I decided to do what I was told

(Jay) who did?
(Kelly) *crying* jay it's me kelly
(Jay) oh my god where are you at?
(Kelly) bey is dead jay
(Jay) *bust out and cries*

(Jay)
My life was over I had nothing to live for everything is over now that bey is gone. She was my everything my heart my soul she was the air that I breathed now she is dead what else do I have to live for *grabs a razor and slits his wrist*

(Bey)
I have been crying this whole time . They have been hitting my baby this whole time I'm not bout to lose this child so I did everything I had to to protect not only my unborn baby but my life and also my sister life this wasn't gone be the end of Kelly fucking rowland and beyonce fucking knowles carter I felt Sasha coming into to me I can't believe they had Kelly tell jay I was dead I know he is probably losing his mind I became more and more angry .
They took Kelly somewhere else but it was still on dude in the with me and he ended up falling asleep so I had to do what I had to do and if it was for me to kill him then I had to I grab the gun he had and shot him in his stomach twice "one down one more to go" I got up holding my stomach and went looking for Kelly I when I saw her my bear broke he was raping her and she was tied down so she couldn't do anything but cry this shit broke my heart so I broke down and cried and fired the gun at his head he fell over on the floor and I ran to Kelly crying extremely hard we both was I untied her and we hugged for so long and cried

(Bey) Kelly I'm so sorry *crying*
(Kelly) *crying* me too

Me and Kelly got out and started walking back to the house we was still crying and it was cold outside our clothes was torn and we was shivering also we had no shoes or jacket then this old white stop and asked for a ride he dropped us off at my house and I ran to the room and fell to my knees when I saw my husband laying there helpless I kissed him so much then I yelled to Kelly to call the ambulance when they came they took jay out on a stretcher I was crying so hard the I almost hyperventilated the ambulance people had to help me calm down and breath because of the fact that I was pregnant
Me and Kelly followed the. Ambulance to the hospital and waited in the waiting room
Kelly was holding me and she had tears in her eyes to
This has been the worst few days ever first I find out my husband tried to fuck my sister and he cheated and didn't tell me then I got kidnapped and watched my sister get rapper also don't forget I killed to people and my husband is in a hospital and he might be dead it was so much going on I looked up on the tv and the shit was already on the news I got several of text messages from aaliyah my mom solange and everybody else but I didn't reply I was just happy that my best friend was here with me through all of this
While I layed there waiting I thought about the dude that broke in and I quickly realized those dudes were usher and is brother James that I just killed apart of me felt bad then the other part didn't

(Doctor) mrs.carter we got news

To be continued
Sorry for shy mistakes

Sunday, June 2, 2013

HELP

When jay walked in the house he went to get a drink and its around 10 at night.Anthony is sleep because he got a plane to catch tomorrow morning. But anyways I was sitting on the couch for about 5 minutes then I went and wrapped my arms around jays neck
(Bey) hey baby I missed you where you been ?
(Jay) Kelly wanted me to help her with this party she planning
(Bey) why she didn't ask me to help
(Jay) your pregnant and we was lifting heavy boxes and stuff
(Bey) ohh ok
(Jay) where my son
(Bey) he sleep but we need to talk jay...seriously
(Jay) *nervous* okay..
Me and jay went upstairs to our room . I wanted to talk about everything from Mariah being pregnant and how I met up with lyn
(Bey) ok jay *sitting on the bed* I wanna start by saying I took anthony to see lyn today
(JAy) WHAT!!! Why
(Bey) I don't know I thought that it would help him change and maybe spend time with Anthony but that didn't work
(Jay) *shakes his head* man whatever
(Bey) the other thing I wanted to talk about was. .... *takes a big sigh* is Mariah pregnant by you?
(Jay) *shocked* how did you know that?
(Bey) I been new I just waited to see was you going to be a man and tell me but obviously you wasn't so I had to ask now is it true or not..?
(Jay) I don't know I mean she said she is but I don't know
(Bey) I knew you fucked the raggedy bitch
(Jay) I didn't mean too
(Bey) yeah of course you didn't jay get the fuck out now!
(Jay)but.-
(Bey) get the fuck out

Jay left and I sat in bed and just was thinking about everything in my life like how I'm pregnant and how this other women is pregnant by my husband it's crazy ass hell .while I was thinking I dosed off

I woke up the next morning and I had a text from Kelly asking me to call her . I didn't reply because I had to get up and get Anthony dress and head to the airport

I woke him up and gave him a bath and got him dressed then I got dressed myself .then we headed to the airport . When we got there I hugged and kissed him before he left . I missed him already

I got back home and I called Kelly back

(Bey) hey Kellz wassup
(Kelly) bey I'm coming over we gotta talk
(Bey) umm about what ?
(Kelly) some shit that happened I'm on my way
(Bey) ummm okay

From the way Kelly sounded on the phone I knew something was serious that she wanted to talk about . I sat on the couch and waited for Kelly while I was waiting jay texted me but I ignored it
About a hour later Kelly came and I hugged her but she didn't really hug me back we went to the couch and I turned the tv off and looked at her

(Bey) sooo what is it
(Kelly) I don't know how to say this *looks around*
(Bey) say what
(Kelly) me and jay almost had sex last night
(Bey) *gasped* you bitch *jumps on kelly*
(Kelly) *gets bey off her* bey calm down
(Bey) *YELLING* HOW THE FUCK YOU GONE TELL ME TO CALM DOWN WHEN YOU JUST SAID YOU ALMOST FUCKED MY MAN WHY EVERYONE WANT TO FUCK MY HUSBAND FOR
(Kelly) bey I said almost I stopped it because I would never do any shit like that to you
(Bey) you know what Kelly fuck you for real I don't want to talk to your ass again I don't give a damn what you do in your life *walking away* you know where the door is ill be happy if you use it
(Kelly) *sighs and grabs her purse and walks out the door*

SATURDAY :baby shower:
(Jay)
I haven't spoke to bey ever since what happened i don't know how I'm gonna get her to this baby shower *sighs*

(Kelly)
I feel bad as hell for what me and Jay almost did I have to talk to bey really soon


Jay ended up finding a way to get bey to the baby shower and she was secretly surprised and happy but didn't show it because it was Kelly and jays idea . Hours past and everyone bought bey gifts and they played baby shower games the whole time bey talked to everyone but jay and Kelly.
The party was winding down and everyone started leaving bey hugged everyone except jay and Kelly and then went home Kelly stayed and help jay clean and then they started talking

(Kelly) I feel so bad
(Jay) I feel worst because I tried to fuck you and your her best friend THEN I never told her that Mariah might be pregnant by me
(Kelly) that hoe aint pregnant
(Jay) how you know?
(Kelly) because LaLa is cool with her and the bitch was smoking and drinking and she even told her she wasn't pregnant
(Jay) what the fuck!
(Kelly) yup but I gotta go talk to bey we have never not talked like this do you got the key to the house?
(Jay) yeah why?
(Kelly) imma need it because I know she not gone open the door for me

Jay gave Kelly the key and Kelly crept into the house Kelly went upstairs and noticed that bey was in the bathroom and it sounded like she was crying . She decided to wait in bey bedroom and the whole time she just heard bey cry which made her start crying silently
About 20 minutes later bey came out and her eyes were red and puffy she saw Kelly and just ignored her and started putting on her pajamas

(Kelly) bey I'm sorry
(Bey) *rolls her eyes*
(Kelly) bey we can't let something as little as this destroy our friendship
(Bey) little.???bitch is you crazy you tried to FUCK MY FUCKING HUSBAND HOW THE HELL IS THAT LITTLE
(Kelly) bey you know what I mean . I understand your mad but you should be happy that I didn't fuck your husband and you should be happy that I stopped it because I knew how it would impact our friendship and you damn show need to be happy I told you and didn't keep it a secret
(Bey) *thinks for awhile* Kelly your right I'm sorry it's just that you are suppose to be my sister and when you told me I instantly got mad and didn't really think about it I love you *hugs her* but don't let no shit like that happen again or I promise you I'm cutting yo ass off for good
(Kelly) trust me I won't
(Bey) oh Kelly thank you
(Kelly) for what?
(Bey) that baby shower it was fun and I loved it
(Kelly) oh girl no problem and I got more good news
(Bey) what?
(Kelly) Mariah aint pregnant
(Bey) how you know
(Kelly) LaLa told me that she was cool with her and Mariah told LaLa she wasn't pregnant
(Bey) oh well I don't care Im still mad at jay because he still fucked her
(Kelly) yeah your right
(Bey) and he tried to fuck you so oh yeah I'm pissed at him
(Kelly) I understand so what you naming baby girl
(Bey) I was thinking blue ivy or ivy blue or something
(Kelly) I like blue ivy better

The year is not 2011 I wanted bey to have blue in 2008 in this blog
(Bey) me too

*knock at the door*
(Kelly) ill get it*starts to get up*
(Bey)*grabs her arms*no that's probably jay

*glass breaks*

(Kelly)*whispers* bey I don't think that's jay
(Bey) *starts tearing up and hears talking and foot steps and whispers to Kelly* Kelly I'm scared
(Kelly) me too call jay

(Bey) *calls jay*
(Jay) baby!
(Bey) *whispering* jay I need you someone's in the house
(Jay) ok baby I'm coming *hears the phone drop and Kelly and bey start screaming* bey ... Bey.... Shit *hangs up*

To be continued

Friday, May 3, 2013

What almost happened ....

(Kelly)
I finished the video early so I can throw bey a surprise baby shower. I knew I had to be the one to do it because that's my sister and I knew she is going to love it . *calls jay*

(Kelly) hey jay are you around bey?
(Jay) she in the shower
(Kelly) well this Saturday I'm throwing her s surprise baby shower so try to get her to come to the four seasons hotel at 6 on Saturday I rented this private sections ok
(Jay) ok you want me to help
(Kelly) that would be nice but don't tell her bout it
(Jay) alright I won't
(Kelly) Kay I'm bouta go bye
(Jay) bye *hangs up*


After talking to jay I went to this place where they help organize parties and things in that nature
When I walked in a women with red hair greeted me

(Lady) hello.. I'm Amy and I will be helping you today so if you could just come with me into this room

I followed Amy into the room and we both sat down

(Amy) so you are?
(Kelly) I'm kelendria but you can call me Kelly
(Amy) ok Kelly what can I help you with today
(Kelly) well my close friend that's like my sister is 6 months pregnant with a baby girl and I'm throwing her a surprise baby shower on Saturday
(Amy) I love doing baby girl baby showers ok so would you like to start off with looking at some layouts And some designs?
(Kelly) sure
(Amy) *pulls out a book and turns yo the fourth page* ok we have this one with the pink and purple theme *turns the page* then thus one with the flowers and glitter

Amy showed me more layouts and designs then I chose the pink and purple design then I tasted some cakes and I went with a chocolate cake and a red valet cake . Then Amy told me a few games we could play at the baby shower so most of my day was sent planning the baby shower

(Bey)
I'm going to visit lyndell today in New York because he wants to finally talk to anthony after all this time.
As much as I don't want to I have to because I can't keep my son away from his father
Me and lyndell is meeting at the buttermilk channel Down the street from where I live.
Jay don't know that I'm going and I can't tell him because get isn't gonna let me go
Anywaysssss I pulled up to the restaurant late lyndell was just sitting there waiting seeing him brought back so many memories

(Lyndell) hey bey.. *looks at anthony* hey lil man
(Anthony) *hiding behind bey*mommy who is he

He got some nerve talking to anthony like they just best friends or something

(Bey) it's ok baby that's you daddy
(Anthony) no my daddy at home
(Lyndell) so you turned my son against me you got that nigga thinking he my son father
(Bey) first off you turned your son against you because you were never there he think jay is his dad because jay is always there for him
(Lyndell) I don't want him around my son
(Bey) wtf! Lyn that's his stepdad me and jay married now

Me and lyndell settled a agreement that he could visit anthony on the weekends at my mom house in Houston since that's where anthony will be staying .
After we finally settled that we all ate and me and anthony went home and jay was gone

(With jay)

(Jay) wassup kellz*hugs her*
(Kelly) hey bro
(Jay) so wassup?
(Kelly) I basically got almost everything planned but I wanted you to go over it and see if you like it
(Jay) oh ok
(Kelly) I bout to take a quick shower because its kinda late
(Jay) alright hurry up
(Kelly) nigga dont rush me

While Kelly went to go shower I looked over the plans for the baby shower and I liked them . After I was done looking at th I started watching tv until kelly came down in some sexy shorts and.a tank top

(Jay) where the rest of yo clothes at
(Kelly) nigga this my house
(Jay) whatever... But come sit by me
(Kelly) why...?
(Jay) you actually look sexy it made my dick stand up a little
(Kelly) imma tell bey
(Jay) *grabs her waist* come here girl *kisses her neck*
(Kelly)*moans and bites her lip*
(Jay) *puts his hands inside her shorts* you like this don't you ?
(Kelly) *no response*
(Jay) *plays with her clit*

Mann .. Now I see why bey love this man ..as much as I want to do this I just can do bey like that.

(Kelly)mmmmm jay stop we can't
(Jay) shhh just let it happen
(Kelly) I can't ...I can't do this to bey .. Your her husband
(Jay) yeah your right *sighs and stands up*
(Kelly) well I guess it's time you get home
(Jay) yeah..*starts walking to the door then turns around and kiss her*dont tell nobody about this
(Kelly) trust me I won't
(Jay)cool

When jay left I went to go get a drink then I just sat on the couch until I fell sleep

To be continued !!

Sunday, March 31, 2013

Baby girl

Today me and jay are going to check on the baby . We got dressed and headed to the hospital and we walked into the doctor office and she gave me a ultra sound.

(Dr) do y'all wanna know what you two are having?
(Bey)*excited* yes!
(Dr) y'all are having a baby girl
(Bey) a girl?
(Dr) yup a girl
(Bey) *excited*
(Dr)*wiping her belly* ok so it's seems the baby is doing good but could be better for now on you have to stay in one spot you can't be flying around for now on
(Bey) *sighs* ok
(Dr) *gives her ultrasound pics* have a nice day
(Bey) you too

Omg finally I get a girl I'm surrounded by so many boys anthony, Julez , jay I need a girl damn it *giggles*

(Jay)*driving* what you giggling bout?
(Bey) the fact that I was right and you were wrong
(Jay) *giggles* hush
(Bey) you cooking tonight or am I ?(she can cook in this blog remember)
(Jay) I will I want you and baby girl to relax
(Bey) ok stop by the store so I can get a few things
(Jay) you want me to go in with you
(Bey) no I can go alone
(Jay) ok

I got out the car an went inside the store and got a few things to eat . When I was at the check out line the lady noticed who I was

(Lady) omg your beyoncé!
(Bey) shhh please don't get me noticed
(Lady) I'm sorry *looks at her belly* omg your pregnant
(Bey) *just smiles and grabs the bag and leave*

Me and jay went gone and he went straight in the kitchen and started cooking dinner . Kelly was watching anthony and Julez and she was on the couch watching tv so I sat by her.

(Kelly) so what wassup with the baby?
(Bey) they said she doing good but could be better they said I gotta stay in one place I can't do no flying
(Kelly) wait you said she you having a girl?
(Bey) yup
(Kelly) awww what you gonna name her
(Bey) I'm not really sure yet so for now her name is babygirl *giggles*
(Kelly) but seriously bey I'm proud of you to be honest
(Bey) thanks Kelly
(Kelly) god truly has been watching over you because all that shit you went through in the past is paying off you are married to a man you love and having his child
(Bey) I know I was thinking about that I'm glad jay is not like lyn because lyn has not even tried to call an check on anthony not even once and that's his son *shakes her head* anthony thinks jay is his real dad
(Kelly) well that's his step dad
(Bey) I know, but where the boys
(Kelly) upstairs
(Bey) ohh, do you wanna touch her ?
(Kelly) yeah
(Bey) girl go head you know you my sister I don't mind
(Kelly) *feels in her stomach* awwwww bey bey your growing up
(Bey) lol hush girl , you staying tonight
(Kelly) I wish I could I gotta fly to Atlanta for the "like this" video
(Bey) awww man
(Kelly) yeah but I'm bouta go I'll call you later *hugs her*
(Bey) ok bye

Kelly left and I was kinda sad we don't really spend that much time together as we used to do but hey we both two hard working women . I took a nap in the couch until jay woke me up and told me the food was done. I was so hungry an I was craving badly . Jay cooked so fried chicken with homemade mashed potatoes and some corn it was amazing he also made sweet tea I loved it all and so did the boys . After we ate I have anthony and Julez a bath then solange came a got Julez so it was just anthony . All three of us went into me and jay room and talked

(Anthony) so mommy your belly is getting bigger
(Bey) that's your little sister
(Anthony) my sister?
(Bey) yea baby mommy is having a baby
(Anthony) ohh can I talk to her
(Bey) go head baby *pulls her shirt up*
(Anthony) is she gonna be able to hear me through your belly
(Bey) yes she will
(Anthony) ok *touches her belly* hey baby sister I'm your brother Anthony Devon Knowles and my mom beyoncé Giselle knowles is our mommy an she is the best I think you will like her but you can't take her from me also my daddy is Shawn but everybody call him jayz but he is your daddy to he is very cool but I can beat him up *laughs* but I love you little sister *kisses her belly*
(Bey) *crying and hug anthony* awww baby that was sweet I'm pretty sure she loved it .
(Anthony) I can't wait to see her ma
(Bey) she cant wait to see you either
(Anthony) I miss grandma Tina when I'm goin back home mommy
(Bey) tomorrow
(Anthony) ok goodnight mama *kisses her*
(Jay) what I don't get no love little man
(Anthony) oh shit I almost forgot
(Bey) what the hell anthony watch cho mouth
(Anthony) I'm sorry *hugs jay* goodnight *leaves*
(Bey) baby do we got some barbecue chips and ketchup also some butter pecan ice cream?
(Jay) O_o yes why?
(Bey) that's what baby girl want
(Jay) umm ok *goes to get the stuff and comes back*

I ate all of that stuff and it was actually pretty good I liked it jay was just looking at me crazy . He don't understand the cravings aww my poor baby . Anyways after I ate that we layed down and jay started rubbing my belly

(Bey) *crying* jay I'm so sorry that I'm not having a boy like you wanted I'm sorry baby I don't want you to be mad
(Jay) baby calm down its ok I'm gonna love my baby girl I didn't care if we had a boy or girl as long as we was having one I'm not angry at all I'm happy
(Bey) *sniffs* you sure?
(Jay) I'm positive *kisses her* now get some sleep
(Bey) *smiles* goodnight
(Jay) goodnight

TO BE CONTINUED

Thursday, March 28, 2013

End of tour

I imagined the baby looking like jay and me. ALittle I imagined the baby having soft curly hair I feel asleep to the thought of me and jay raising a family

The next morning I had to meet up with my team . Tonight is the last show of the tour and the whole thing was a amazing experience . My mom came to my hotel room alone and me and her went out to the mall for some last minute items.

It's been two months since I fucked Mariah it's true that she is pregnant and I'm ashamed of myself I promised bey not to do this to her a now look what happened. Smh I am going to take care of my child but it was a accident me and Mariah was suppose to be only friends I don't know how imma tell her this . I guess I'll wait until after we get back to New York


Me and mama went back to the hotel room so I can change into my clothes for the show Ty did my hair then I hugged jay and kissed him and had a another amazing show . When I walked off the stage I grabbed a towel and wiped the sweat off my face and went into the back room where everyone was

(Bey) so what did you all think of the tour now that it's over?
(Everyone) it's was fierce
(Bey) Sasha had her shine for four months I know she must be happy
(Ty) she Betta be
(Bey) anyways where is jay
(Angie) he said he was going back to the hotel and he said to come there
(Bey) *hugs everyone* ok well I'll see y'all later
(Everyone) bye bey

I went to the hotel and jay ran me a nice warm bath I instantly started taking my clothes off and got inside the bathtub jay sat on the Edge of the bath and massaged my shoulders then started feeling on my little belly

(Bey) jay I love you baby
(Jay) I love you too
(Bey) no you don't jay
(Jay) yes I do
(Bey) mmm ok

I heard about the Rumor that Mariah is pregnant with jays child I don't know if it's true or not so I'm not saying nothing about it to him I wanna see if he is gonna be man enough to tell me on his own .
I got out the bathtub and lotioned my body then put my pajamas on then got into bed

The next mornin:

The next morning I looked on the Internet to see the reviews about the tour and most of them were positive but some where negative. I actually enjoyed this tour even know I am pregnant . Anyways jay got up and said goodmorning to me and kissed me then his phone started ringing and he walked out to answer it

(Mariah) hey jay
(Jay) wassup
(Mariah) have you told bey about the baby
(Jay) no
(Mariah) I feel bad about this jay I think imma get a abortion
(Jay) no your not
(Mariah) but I don't want to interfere with your marriage
(Jay) we both are responsible for this so imma take care of that baby your not getting a abortion hopefully bey forgives me after I tell her but imma call you back
(Mariah) ok bye *hangs up*

Me and jay took a shower then we decided to take a walk around Paris . I hate the idea of that rumor being Truro just hope it's not . While me and jay were walking it wasn't really that many people around and I was happy about that. About a hour later we went to this restaurant to eat when we sat down jay didn't really say much I just looked out the window until my phone started ringing , I digged in my bag to find my phone and it was my mom

(Bey) hey mama
(Tina) hey baby
(Bey) wassup
(Tina) Anthony misses you
(Bey) put him on the phone
(Anthony) hey mommy
(Bey) hey baby
(Antony) where you at mommy
(Bey) I'm in Paris
(Anthony) oh can I come to New York with you when you come back
(Bey) of course baby
(Anthony) ok mommy I love you
(Bey) I love you too bye baby
(Anthony) bye *hangs up*
(Bey) jay your so quiet today what's wrong
(Jay) nothing nothing I'm good
(Bey) you sure baby ?
(Jay) *kisses her* yeah baby
(Bey) ok, jay last night I imagined what the baby would look like
(Jay) really
(Bey) yes I imagined it to look like you but also look like me a tiny bit also have some beautiful curly hair
(Jay) hopefully he will look like that
(Bey) he?
(Jay) yes he
(Bey) whatever this is a girl



A FEW DAYS LATER
me and jay are back in newyork with Anthony (Anthony is 5) anthony and jay has gotten closer then ever and I think it's so cute . Right now jay is a the office with kanye to work on some music so me and Anthony has been here together . I made. Us lunch then we watched the new spider man movie until he fell asleep when he did I got up and picked up all his toys that was in the floor then I ran myself a shower and then when I got out I got dressed then ran anthony a bath . A went down stairs and picked him up he was still kinda sleep we went in the bathroom and I took his clothes of and put him in the bath and washed him up and got him dressed . I layed Anthony back on the couch and he feel back to sleep . Then solange called

(Solange) hey bey
(Bey) wassup

WITH JAY:
(Jay) you man that is hot
(Kanye) yeah I like it man
(Assistant) mr.carter Mariah is here would you like for her to come in?
(Jay) umm sure
(Mariah)*walking in* hey jay *hugs him*
(Kanye) imma go jay imma hot you up later iight ?
(Jay) iight cool
(Mariah) you still haven't told her have you ?
(Jay) not yet her so. Is down here and I don't want to do it yet
(Mariah) she has a son?
(Jay) yeah he is 5
(Mariah) is he yours?
(Jay) no it's from her old relationship
(Mariah) oh well I came to tell you everything is fine I'm healthy and the doctor said its going good
(Bey) *walking in* umm am I disrupting something?
(Jay) no baby come in this is Mariah
(Bey) oh hi I'm beyoncé* shakes her hand*
(Mariah) *smiles* nice to meet you
(Jay) where anthony
(Bey) *texting* *looks at jay* solange just came and got him

Bey text: I just met the Mariah girl
Aaliyah text: where?
Bey text: jay office
Aaliyah text: what she look like do she seem cool
Bey text: she cute and she seem like she would be ok
Aaliyah: you never know


(Mariah) jay I think imma go imma call you later
(Jay) iight cool
(Bey) so thats your friend ?
(Jay) yeah
(Bey) oh she cute
(Jay) yeah I guess
(Bey) how old is she ?
(Jay) 28
(Bey) oh ok how long you gonna be here
(Jay) I'm bouta leave
(Bey) ok good cuz I don't have a ride home
(Jay) then how did you get here
(Bey) solange dropped me off she took anthony and Julez to the movies
(Jay) oh ok *locks his office up* you ready ?
(Bey) for what?
(Jay) to go home
(Bey) yeah

Me and jay went home and we relaxed until solange brung anthony back

(Solange) bey can you please watch Julez tonight?
(Bey) why what you needa do tonight *crosses her arms*
(Solange) don't worry about that ?
(Bey) oh hell naw come here *grabs her*

I grabbed her and took her in my office she said at the opposite side of my desk

(Bey) what's his name? And do I know him?
(Solange) what you talking bout Giselle
(Bey) nigga dont play I know you bout to be somewhere with a guy you might as well tell me who
(Solange) fine it's genuine
(Bey) wait wait wait the singer right
(Solange) yeah
(Bey) the one that sings pony?
(Solange) yeah beyonce
(Bey) how did you meet him
(Solange) at some dj party
(Bey) oh on well you go head then
(Solange) hold on how the baby doing
(Bey) The last time I went to the doctor everything was fine
(Solange) oh ok but what is this I hear about jay getting some girl name Mariah pregnant
(Bey) on you heard that too *shocked*
(Solange) yea is it true?
(Bey) idk I'm waiting to see if be gonna tell me about it his self
(Solange) oh ok well I gotta go ill be back to get Julez tomorrow
(Bey) ok bye babe
(Solange) bye boo

I walked Solange to the door and I hugged her then julez ran and hugged her when she left I shut and locked the door then I walked with Julez into the Living room and we sat on the couch jay was upstairs sleep In the room

(Bey) so what movie did y'all see
(Anthony) the Incredible Hulk
(Julez) aunt bb I'm stwong ( strong) like him
(Bey) oh really let me see
(Julez) *picks up one of his toy cars* see
(Bey) high 5 big man
(Julez) *highs 5's her*
(Anthony) mommy I'm so stwong I can protect you from all the bad guys
(Bey) oh thank you baby *hugs him* so what do you men wanna so while uncle jay sleeps
(Julez) I dunno
(Anthony) me either
(Bey) *looks at the time it's 8:54* well let's put some pajamas on first then we can make pop corn and watch anything you boys wanna watch ok?
(Both) ok!

I got the boys into their pajamas then I went to put mines on and jay was awake .

(Jay) what you bouta do ?
(Bey) me and the boys are gonna watch tv and eat pop corn you can join us if you want to
(Jay) ok I think imma join
(Bey) ok put some pajamas on and come meet us down there
(Jay) ok baby

I went back downstairs and the boys had it on Ed edd and eddy I actually like that show . While it was on I went to make the pop corn and while it was cooking jay came in

(Bey) took long enough
(Jay) *grabbing her waist* oh hush *kisses her neck*
(Bey) mmm jay baby not now
(Jay) *feeling on her butt and sucking her neck*
(Bey) *moans* mmm jay *microwave beeps* save by the beep *laughs*
(Jay) it's not over *walks in the living room*
(Bey) *smiling* oh whatever *follows behind him with the pop corn* so who sitting by me ?
(Julez) me!
(Anthony) no me cuz that's my mommy not urs
(Bey) aye anthony be nice y'all both can
(Jay) but I wanna sit by you
(Bey) well that's just to bad aint it *giggles*

We started watching tv and eating pop corn then my phone lit up jay was texting Me

Jay: go to the bathroom
Bey: I don't need to go right now
Jay: tell the kids to get on the floor I wanna sit by you
Bey: fine

I sat my phone on the table and told the boys to lay on the floor and they didn't have a problem with that. Then jay came and sat by me

(Jay) *whispering in her ear* you gonna let daddy get some pussy tonight ?
(Bey) *giggling*
(Jay) shh *kissing her neck* are you?
(Bey) *biting her lip* (lights are off in the living room only the tv is on)
(Jay) *slides his hands inside her panties* yes or no
(Bey) mmmm I don't know baby
(Jay) *starts fingering her slowly* you like that don't you ?
(Bey) mmm no jay stop
(Jay) if you don't like it then why you wet *feels on her clit*
(Bey) *moans*
(Jay) and why are you moaning
(Bey) mmm Jjjay stop daddy
(Jay)*goes faster*
(Bey)*screams* AHHHH JAYY!!
(Anthony) mommy you need me to protect you
(Jay) *stops*
(Bey) no baby mommy is fine how about you take Julez upstairs he sleeping
(Anthony) ok *takes Julez upstairs*
(Bey) jay I was about to cum why would you do that
(Jay) cus I want you
(Bey) you can have me now daddy
(Jay) *lays her down and slowly puts his dick inside her*
(Bey) mmm yes jay
(Jay) *going slow*
(Bey) nooo baby give me more
(Jay) *goes deeper*
(Bey) ahhh daddy hell yes
(Jay) *kisses her while he keeps going deeper*
(Bey) *tongue tied* *breaks the kiss* mmm jay ohh god your so deep
(Jay) you like that baby
(Bey) I fucking love it Papi
(Jay) *lays down and put bey on top* ride daddy baby
(Bey) *grinding on him* jay I miss this *leans and kiss him*
(Jay) *grabs her ass and kiss her chest*
(Bey) *rides him faster* pop pop your dick is so big imma cum
(Jay) *puts her back on the couch and goes fast* cum beyoncé
(Bey) ahhh keep going baby *legs shaking* *raspy voice* ohhh please don't stop
(Jay) *goes faster and harder*
(Bey) mmmm it's cumming *cums*
(Jay)*lays beside her on the couch* damn baby that was amazing
(Bey) it was I'm sleepy now

Me and jay cleaned up the living room then took and shower and layed in the bed we turn the lights off and it was completely dark we was laying in the bed and I was real close to him he was holding me and I was facing him

(Jay) *kisses her* I know you missed that dick didn't you
(Bey) *giggles* hush boy
(Jay) *feels on her belly and starts talking to the baby* mommy missed daddy dick but she don't want To admit it son
(Bey) stop calling her a boy
(Jay) it is a boy
(Bey) *yawns* mmm well see *kisses him* goodnight baby I love you
(Jay) *kisses her back* I love you to baby

To be continued!

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Healthy baby

(Jay) girl stop playing you know we only friends
(Mariah) yes I just thought it would be funny
(Jay) whatever *giggles* but you gotta go for real tho
(Mariah) ugh fine Ill see you later buddy
(Jay) ok *looks at her butt as she walks out*
(Mariah) stop looking at my ass married man
(Jay) it's fat tho
(Mariah) whatever call me later nigga and tell bey I'm excited to meet her
(Jay) iight imma call you
(Mariah) ok buddy

I talked to Kelly and she decided not to follow through with the idea of starting the group I don't know why but she just dont want to do it anymore . I have talked to Michelle and she is a cool girl I think she would fit in the crew. Anyways today I don't have to do a show so I'm staying in the hotel to relax . I haven't talked to jay ever since I said I was gonna call him back because I don't like the idea of him being friend with some women I don't know . I called aaliyah to see if she knew the girl

(Bey) hey liyah it's me bey
(Aaliyah) I know what's up?
(Bey) have you been talking to jay ?
(Aaliyah) yeah why
(Bey) you know about his friend Mariah
(Aaliyah) no I never heard of her
(Bey) well he called me and said he met a girl name Mariah
(Aaliyah) you better watch her beyoncé
(Bey) I can't I'm not at home
(Aaliyah) I know I mean like when you get back
(Bey) oh trust me I am but let me go I'm bout to call him back
(Aaliyah) ok bye pretty lady
(Bey) bye beautiful *hangs up*

I took a shower first then I put my clothes I was gonna wear for today on then I sat in the couch and called jay back

(Jay) wassup baby
(Bey) nothing wassup with you ?
(Jay) just got done chillin with Mariah
(Bey) mmmm figures
(Jay) awwww somebody jealous
(Bey) no I'm not I'm never jealous
(Jay) yes you are but look imma holla at you later she calling on the other line
(Bey) really jay you gonna end our conversation for this bitch
(Jay) *hangs up*

Oh hell no now something is really going on because he acting funny and strange I wish I was in New York so bad ughhhhh

(Jay) wassup
(Mariah) I wanna stay over your house
(Jay) but you just left
(Mariah) I'm outside dumbass
(Jay) why you wanna stay here for
(Mariah) you will see
(Jay) girl it's 12 at night go home
(Mariah) open the door nigga
(Jay) fine *hangs up and opens the door*

When I opened the door Mariah pushed me on the couch and got on top of me and started kissing my neck and taking my shirt off I was gonna stop her then I just let her do it . She went down and gave me some good head then got on top of me and started riding me until I bust a nut inside her on a accident . Then we just took a shower and layed in the bed

(Jay) are you on birth control
(Mariah) *thinks* yeah
(Jay) did you take a pill today
(Mariah) ummmmm..... No why is that a problem *sits up in bed*
(Jay) yes I cam inside
(Mariah) *getting out of bed* well who fault is that it's not my fought you don't know how to pull out
(Jay) man whatever get out my house
(Mariah) if I'm pregnant best believe you taking care of this baby

2 MONTHS LATER

Today I am in Paris with jay and we are going to the hospital to check on the baby . When we arrived the doctor took us into the room and gave me a ultra sound I hears the heart beat and it was so beautiful the doctor said everything was fine and that the baby was healthy I was soo soo happy . Me and jay went back to the hotel and I came up with a few names for the baby

(Bey) if its a boy I want him to have your name baby
(Jay) that's cool
(Bey) and if its a girl I like kahlayah Giselle carter
(Jay) that's pretty

Me and jay talked about the baby for a long time then we ate dinner and then we layed in the bed jay fell asleep while I was holding my stomach imagining what the baby would look like

To be continued

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Monday, March 25, 2013

Female friend

I woke up throwing up at 6 in the morning and my flight is at 8 . After I threw up I brushed my teeth and got back in the bed and fell asleep

I left the house at around 6:30 because I wanted to get bey something before she left
I went to the jewelry store around the corner and they were just opening . They let me in and I looked around alittle bit until I founded the perfect necklace for bey it was made out of diamonds and the one in the middle was a big blue diamond and I know blue is one of her favorite colors so I know she would love it
The necklace came out to be $1,000,000,00 I bought it then I went out to ihop and got bey some breakfast
I got back home around 7:05 I woke bey up and she didn't want to get up but she had to .
I was gonna save the necklace and give it to her right before she go on the plane . I gave her the breakfast and she ate it fast .

It's nice that jay bought me some breakfast but that's only gonna make me miss him more . I never really had a WORLD tour I mean I have been on tour but jay was always there with me or I was there with him . I just have to not worry about it and just do it and hopefully time to bye fast anyways I took a shower then I got out a called Ty and Angie because they are coming because they are part of my team . They both said that they were on their way to the airport the I called my mom because she is coming also because she makes my outfits . She said she was on her way to come get me and I wasn't even dressed . I hurried and threw my clothes on then I took my bags downstairs and me and jay say on the couch and waited for my mom.

(Jay) I thought I was taking you to the airport
(Bey) me too *sighs* but whatever mama says goes
(Jay) yeah you right
(Bey) but you still riding with me because you have to drive the car back
(Jay) I know
(Bey) ok I was making sure
(Jay) your so beautiful you know that
(Bey) and your so handsome pop-pop *gets on this lap and kiss his neck*
(Jay) *grabbing on her butt*
(Bey) jay I need a quickie *whinging*
(Jay) you sure?
(Bey)yes please

Jay layed me on the couch and we were not doing none of that fore play shit we were getting right to business
Jay pulled my dress up and pulled my panties down slowly I watched as he too his pants and boxers off .then he opened my legs and went in . I could do anything but lay there and enjoy everything have was giving me I couldn't moan or anything I tried to moan but nothing came out . I didn't want jay to think I wasn't enjoying it so I kissed him while he slowly went in and out of me .
I was biting my lip as he went deeper and deeper . Jay started hitting my spot and that made me moan loud and uncontrollably as I felt myself about to cum I tightened myself around jay dick and he knows what that mean so he went faster and I can and jay cam inside me we layed there for about 5 minutes then jay cleaned me off and I pulled my panties up and pulled my dress down while jay got his clothes on then my mom knocked on the door . I guess we got done just in time
Jay carried my bag to the car and then me and him got in the back seat

(MT) why are you in the back beyoncé?
(Bey) because I wanna spend time with jay before I go *looking out the window with tears in her eyes*
(Jay) *looking at her* bey are you crying ?
(Bey) *wipes her eyes*
(Jay) *holds her* what's wrong?
(Bey) nothing *cries harder*
(MT) *pulls the car over and walks to beyonce side of the car and opens the door and hugs her* what's wrong baby?
(Bey) mama I don't wanna go *cries more* I can't leave jay I need him
(Jay)*kisses her forehead* bey you can , I'm going to call you everyday and I told you I'm going to try and make it to some of your shows
(Bey) that's not enough I want you there so when I get off the stage I can see you
(MT) look bey absence makes the heart grow fonder you can bey stuck up under this man all day everyday ok
(Bey) *sniffs* ok

We got back in the car and when we got in the car my mama got both our bags in the plane while I stayed back an talked to jay

(Bey) imma miss you alot baby
(Jay) I'm going to miss you too
(Bey) be a good boy while I'm gone
(Jay) I will, you better be a good girl because if you not daddy gonna beat that ass
(Bey)*giggles* your so silly
(Jay) I'm serious
(Bey)*kisses him* promise to call me everyday?
(Jay) yes baby
(Bey) ok *kisses him* I love you
(Jay) I love you too , I got something for you before you go *puts the necklace around her neck*
(Bey) baby it's beautiful I love it so much thank you baby
(Jay) no problem you deserve it
(Bey) imma call you soon ok
(Jay) ok give me one more kiss
(Bey) *kisses him passionately and gets out the car*

I walked to the plane slowly I kept looking back at jay and I felt the tears again I wiped them and ran to the plane so I wouldn't cry
When I got on the plane it was time for lift off . The whole time we were going up into the air I was looking down at jay I miss him already .

We were on the plane for 13hours then we landed in Europe and checked into a hotel and went over everything

(Bey)*sitting on the couch* ok let's begin
(Angie) ok so your doing
1.crazy in love
2.baby boy
3.me myself and I
4.dangerously in love
And you know that's from the first one
(Bey) mhm
(Angie) then you move into bday the second album and your doing
1.irreplaceable
2.kitty kat
3.get me bodied
4.freakum dress
And then for Iam... Sasha fierce your doing all the songs
(Bey) and you do know I'm pregnant right * giggles*
(Angie) yes beyonce damn it
(Bey) well I had to make sure you making me do bout 20 songs
(MT) I made you 4 outfits that you will change into
(Bey) ok
(Ty) and I'm just gone see the clothes mama made and do your hair according to how the clothes look
(Bey) ok
(MT) ok so your show is tonight at 9 so get some sleep baby
(Bey) imma try because I don't make my jay-jay
(MT) ok well I'm bout to take these two to their hotel so you can try to sleep its 6 o'clock ill be back at 8 so you can start getting ready
(Bey) ok mama I love you
(MT) I love you too baby

Angie Ty and mama left I turned the lights out and turned the tv on and turned it down low and got comfortable in the bed and tried to sleep but I couldn't and I knew it was because I didn't have jay
I grabbed my phone off the dresser and called jay and I was happy when heard that sexy New York accent

(Jay) I have been waiting for you to call I miss you
(Bey) I miss you too baby
(Jay) when is your show
(Bey) tonight at 9 and it's six I was trying to sleep because your not here
(Jay) awww how about ill stay on the phone and we can take a nap together
(Bey) ooo that's a great idea baby are you in the bed?
(Jay) yeah it's 1am in New York
(Bey) oh ok *yawns*
(Jay) now somebody is getting sleepy
(Bey) yea
(Jay)goodnight baby *kisses her through the phone*muahhh!
(Bey) goodnight baby *falls asleep*

I listened on the phone while bey slept she dont snore and she is not a heavy sleeper but you can here her breathing in and out and it's so cute
I miss her so much I wish I could bs there with her because I can't see how I'm not gonna be able to see her for four months that's too long and to make if worse I'm miss the first four months of her pregnancy so I'm not gonna be able to see the bump grow
I fell sleep in the phone then woke up to bey saying my name through the phone

(Bey) jay baby?
(Jay)*sleepy voice* yes
(Bey) I have to start getting ready for the show baby ill call you afterwards
(Jay) ok beautiful I hope you have a great show good luck
(Bey) thanks baby that is just what I needed to hear muahhh *hangs up*

I got dressed into my first outfit and I felt a little noxious bug not that much when we got to the show all the seat was filled I was nervous and excited
Right when I was about to walk on the stage I felt my self about to throw up do u ran to the bathroom then went on stage and had a wonderful performance

2 MONTHS LATER

(Bey) I can't believe it's been two months since I seen you baby
(Jay) yea I know how has the tour been going?
(Bey)great until today
(Jay) what happened today?
(Bey) I threw up on the stage
(Jay) oh damn
(Bey) yea I was so embarrassed and I'm still am
(Jay) it's ok baby everybody throws up and you are pregnant
(Bey) I know but they don't know I'm pregnant only we do
(Jay) I know
(Bey) but I thought you said you were gonna come to some of my shows
(Jay) I am baby
(Bey) you promise?
(Jay) yes I do
(Bey) ok good so what you been up to?
(Jay) nothing much I meet a friend and her name is Mariah
(Bey) her? What's up with theses female friends
(Jay) we are only friends baby believe me
(Bey) mmhhmm ill call you back *hangs up*

(Jay) you gotta go
(Mariah) but why baby

To be continued

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Friday, March 22, 2013

Up coming tour

Ok the year is 2008 obviously and I made changes I'm bringing aaliyah back she is NOT dead and TLC is in this blog and Michelle is back so I wanted to get that out the way so it wont be no confusion

Today I have a interview with Oprah because Tyra cancelled our interview for a emergency i don't know what happened she just cancelled so Oprah asked me to come and of course I agreed I love Oprah and so does my mom .
I'm kinda nervous because im telling the world I'm married but I'm not saying anything about me being pregnant if she ask my answer is gonna be no.
Ty did my hair in a simple ponytail and I wore a black dress type shirt with some black leggings and some black heels before starting the interview I decided to call jay

(Bey) hey baby what are you doing?
(Jay)*sleepy voice* I just woke up because you called
(Bey) :( I'm sorry for waking you up then
(Jay) no its fine
(Bey) ok well it seems like I called at the wrong time so whatever bye *hangs up*

After I hung up with jay Ty gave me this certain looked I just rolled my eyes then the dude said it was time to start the interview I hugged my mom and went on the stage

(Oprah)*hugging bey* well hello there ms.beyonce
(Bey)*sitting down* hello :)
(Oprah) so tell me how is life right now as beyonce., because you now you are doing alot now you just released your Iam.. Sasha fierce album you have a tour coming and everything
(Bey) well life as beyonce is crazy and exciting it crazy because its alot going on and it's a lot of deadlines I have to meet and it's exciting because I love to do something and I can't wait to see my fans reaction to what I done
(Oprah) mhm so tell us alittle about the album and this Sasha fierce character
(Bey) ok well I have to explain Sasha first Sasha is someone I created she is the women that takes over me when I get on stage
(Oprah) do she ever go home with you
(Bey) nooo well sometimes *smirks*
(Oprah) ok so now what about the album explain that for us
(Bey) I named it I am ...Sasha fierce because it has two parts the first part is exposing me and who I am and the second was for fun and for the people that like party music or who is more like Sasha then me
(Oprah) ok so the world know that you are Dating jayz correct?
(Bey) yes
(Oprah) ok so on the album it's a song called single ladies telling a man if he likes it to put a ring on it is that what happened to you and jay was that directed towards him
(Bey) well me and jay just got married aoril 4th so it kinda was towards with and then again it wasn't
(Oprah) does jay know Sasha
(Bey)*smiles* jay know Sasha yes *laughs*
(Oprah) one more thing before we go and remember I'm just asking for them *points to the crowd*
(Bey)of course
(Oprah) are you pregnant
(Bey) ooo am I ? *looks down at her belly and shakes her head* nooo!
(Oprah) ok well it was great having you ms.carter and congrats to you and jay both
(Bey) :) thank you


After the interview my mom left to get some fabric for her clothing line she started that's named after my grandmother "deréon". Me and Ty met up with Kelly at this restaurant
It was a nice little restaurant we sat in the back away from the window because we really didn't want to be seen

(Kelly) hey bey I missed you *hugs her*
(Bey) I missed you too
(Kelly) the album is great I was listening to it on my way here and I like how you made single ladies and right after guess what somebody put a ring in it
(Bey) ayee well you know *shrugs* *laughs*
(Kelly) bey I was thinking that we should like do some songs together
(Bey) like a group or something
(Kelly) yeah I met this girl name Michelle she is real cool [pause: y'all remember I took her out because I want destiny child to come later but beyonce and Kelly still have solo careers and they are just meeting Michelle so please don't get confused]
(Bey) can she sing tho
(Kelly) I mean she can she just not as good as us
(Bey) mmm ok I wanna hear her
(Kelly) she should be coming any minute I told her to meet us at 10 and it's *looks at her phone* 10:26
(Bey) ok Ty why you so quiet
(Ty) *lying* oh nothing girl
(Kelly) he lying
(Bey) right but anyways where the waiter I'm thirsty
(Ty) imma go get one *gets up*
(Kelly) I wonder what's wrong with his ass
(Bey) I don't know and to be honest I don't care
(Kelly) what's wrong with you
(Bey) I have alot in my plate I'm stressing really bad Kelly I need a break
(Kelly) talk to me
(Bey) well solange and Daniel is not together and she is trying to take care if a 2 year old little boy on her own and then I'm pregnant then I have to do a world tour in alittle less then a month and that's not it mama wants me to work with her on the clothing line *puts her head down* it's just to much for a 26 year old to handle all at once
(Kelly) omg bey your pregnant ? But you said no on Oprah
(Bey) I know what the fuck I said Kelly damn *lifts her head up* I'm not ready to tell anyone only you and mama and jay know
(Ty) *coming back with the waiter* ok
(Mikey) ok what would you all like
(Kelly) I know what I would like *looking him up and down and licking her lips*
(Mikey) *winks at her*
(Bey)*looking at them* ummm anywho I would like to try your chicken and waffles
(Mikey)* wringing it down* ok and your drink
(Bey)a sweet tea
(Kelly) I want the same thing please and to drink I want you *blows him a kiss*
(Mikey)*blushing*
(Kelly) give me a lemonade
(Ty) I just want a salad and a water
(Mikey) ok *writes it down and take their menus* ill be back with your drinks
(Michelle) *walking to their table*KELLY *hugs her*
(Kelly) hey love , let me introduce you this is my sister I grew up with her family she is my everything ms beyonce knowles carter
(Bey)*smiles* hi
(Kelly) and this is Ty he is like our brother and he is bey hair stylist
(Ty) hello
(Michelle) hi it's nice to meet you all

My phone started ringing and it was jay I answered my phone and walked outside to talk

(Jay) baby where you at ?
(Bey) I'm at the restaurant down the street with Kelly and ty is everything ok baby you don't sound good
(Jay) I'm sick baby *coughs*
(Bey) ok I'm coming home to take care of you
(Jay) no you don't have to
(Bey) jay save it I'm coming home *hangs up*

I went back in the restaurant and got a to go box I told Kelly and Michelle and Ty why I had to go and they understood
I hurried home for two reasons one was because I was hungry and the second was because I need to be there for jay
When I got home jay was on the couch wrapped up in some blankets I decided to cook some soup for him and I was gonna eat later after I got done with his soup I sat by him and fed it to him
After that he layed his head on my lap I feel bad for him
I kissed his cheek then I got up and ate my food then I called solange

(Bey) hey how you doing
(Solo) I'm good
(Bey) where my lil juju at
(Solo) he sleep
(Bey) how you doing by yourself
(Solo) Daniel comes and gets him sometimes but besides that's I guess I'm doing ok
(Bey) that's good so how is the movie coming along
(Solo) it's going great actually
(Bey) I'm happy for you
(Solo) how are you and jay doing I saw you on Oprah talking bout jay know Sasha I bey his ass do
(Bey)*giggles* jay is sick
(Solo) he been eating to much pussy huh?
(Bey) that's some shit Ty would say
(Solo) don't compare me to him
(Bey) whatever but imma call you back Kelly on the other line
(Solo) ok
(Bey)*clicks over* hello
(Kelly) hey bey so what do you wanna do
(Bey) is Michelle with you right now
(Kelly) yeah
(Bey) ok let me here her sing
(Michelle)*sings so gone by Monica*
(Bey) not bad
(Michelle) you like it
(Bey) yea I did
(Michelle) thank you
(Bey) let me talk to Kelly
(Kelly) hello
(Bey) she is good but your right she aint as good as us
(Kelly) yeah so what do you say
(Bey) I think it's a good idea imma ask daddy to help us
(Kelly) that's what I was thinking we should ask him to help
(Bey) yeah ok I love you Kelly
(Kelly) I love you too boo
(Bey) bye
(Kelly) bye

When jay woke up from his nap I told him about everything

(Jay) don't you think that's too much I mean bey look at all the things your doing already starting a group is just going to add more stress
(Bey) jay relax the group is most likely to get started next year and imma already have the baby by then and besides after I do the tour im going to take off until I have the baby
(Jay) I think you should do it after you have the baby
(Bey) no jay the lady at the doctor said I can do so that's what imma do and you can't tell me I can't
(Jay) ok whatever
(Bey) *rolls her eyes* anyways how you feeling
(Jay) a little better
(Bey) ok we I'm bout to go out somewhere
(Jay) it's 5 in the afternoon what chu bout to do
(Bey) I'm going to chill with LILI
(Jay) oh ok
(Bey) ok ill be back later I love you
(Jay) I love you too

this is my first time seeing aaliyah after her plane crash she got messed up but good thing she didn't die (pretend) when the plane crash she had a broken arm and legs and four broken ribs
She is better now her arm is still broken but besides that she is fine
I got to her house at around 5:30 and when I walked in I could tell she was mad

(Bey) hey babygirl are you ok you look mad
(Aaliyah) I am bey did you know Damon has a wife and a kid
(Bey) noo you can't be serious
(Aaliyah) oh but I am I just found out bey I'm so pissed
(Bey) *hugging her* it's ok LILI you can go on Angie man hints you know how she is with those I bet you would find a man I mean look at chu you sexy what man would not want you
(Aaliyah) Damon
(Bey) *smacks her lips* fuck him .. Look imma call Angie and ask her when is the next time she going on her man hunt ok
(Aaliyah) yeah whatever
(Bey) so did you hear the news
(Aaliyah) girl yes you know jay already told me
(Bey) *giggles* I bet he did
(Aaliyah) congrats are you excited
(Bey) yeah I am actually
(Aaliyah) I bet it's gonna be so adorable
(Bey) awww :)
(Aaliyah) so I talked to the girls and they got a show out here in New York and they want us to come
(Bey) oh I know chilli called and told me but Kelly want to start a group
(Aaliyah) who gonna be in it?
(Bey) me her and this girl name Michelle
(Aaliyah) oh I know Michelle she real cool
(Bey) well that's good then
(Aaliyah) that's gonna be alot of weight on your shoulders
(Bey)*sighs* please don't talk to me about my decision because jay tried and that only makes me pissed off
(Aaliyah) I just don't want anything to happened to the baby
(Bey) I understand that
(Aaliyah) did you think of names or anything
(Bey) no not yet but I have to go for a check up before I start the tour
(Aaliyah) oh ok I cant wait to hug him/her
(Bey) me either because I don't have my son because he in Texas with my mama
(Aaliyah) I know
(Bey) *looks at her phone* ok well I have to go
(Aaliyah) but why so soon ?
(Bey) I kinda miss my husband
(Aaliyah) awww
(Bey)*smiles* yea bye babes *hugs her*
(Aaliyah)*hugging her back* bye

2 WEEKS LATER

Tomorrow I start the tour off in France I'm excited and nervous because IM PREGNANT but today me an jay are going to the hospital to get a check up and make sure everything is fine

(Dr.c)good morning mrs. Carter how you feeling?
(Bey) I'm a little noxious but besides that I guess I'm fine
(Dr.c) well that's normal but let's being I'm going to run a few tests on you to make sure everything is fine for your tour
(Bey) sounds great

The doctor ran the tests then left out the room I say on the bed type thing and jay came over and put his arm around my shoulder

(Jay) you want some water or something
(Bey) yes I feel like I'm about to throw up
(Jay) it's a bathroom over there baby
(Bey)*gets up and goes to the bathroom*

I really think bey shouldn't do this tour I just don't have a good feeling about this but she will not listen to me or anybody she dont want nobody to tell her what she should do with her career
Hopefully everything go good
Bey came back and she looked like she was very tired she layed her head on my lap and feel asleep until the doctor came back

(Dr.c) ok so everything is actually perfectly fine I don't see any reason why you can't do the tour
(Bey) that's good :)
(Dr.c) just make sure to come back when your done to check on him or her
(Bey) ok

When me and jay got home we started to pack my clothes and get everything ready for my tour I'm going to really miss jay because he can't come because he is working on his book yes he is making a book but he said he is going to try to come to some of mg shoes and I'm happy about that
I'm gonna be gone for 4 months so when I go back to the hospital imma be four months preggo:) I can't wait to hold my baby
When me and jay got done packing he cooked dinner tonight and after we are we watched tv and fell asleep happy as always :)

To be continued :p

Yes that's me as a baby :)

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Sunday, March 17, 2013

My shit I love this song


I'm out that H town, coming, coming down, I'm coming down
Dripping candy on the ground
H, H town,town, I'm coming down, coming down
Get it on the ground
Dripping candy on the ground

I know when you were little girls
You dreamed of being in my world
Don't forget it, don't forget it
Respect that, bow down, b-tches

I took some time to live my life
But don't think I'm just his little wife
Don't get it twisted, get it twisted
This my sh-t

Bow down, b-tches
Bow down, b-tches
Bow down, b-tches
Bow down, b-tches

H-town b-tches, H-H-town b-tches

I'm so crowned, bow, bow down b-tches

H town, coming, coming down, I'm coming down
Dripping candy on the ground

H,H town, town
I'm coming down
I'm coming down
Dripping candy on the ground

Ahh
Ahhhh
Ahhh
Ahhhh
Ahhhhh
I been on
I been on
I been on
Tell me who gon
Take me off
Take me off
Take me off
Cause I been on
I been on
I been on
Tell me who gon
Take me off
Take me off
Take me off
Take me off
Rolling high
Leather and wood
Keep it trill
That's whats good
Kiss my mama
Show that love
Pop them bottles in that club
I heard your boo was talking lip
I told my crew
To smack that trick
Smack that trick
Smack that trick
Guess what they did
Smack that trick
Gold everything
Gold ass chain
Throwed ass rangs
Throwed ass fangs
You can see me stunt
When you turn on your screen
You can see me stunt
When you turn on your screen
I'm bigger than life
My name in the lights
I'm the number one chick
I don't need no hype
The capital B mean
I'm bout that life
The capital B means
I'm bout that life
I been on
I been on
I been on
Tell me who gon take me off
Take me off
Take me off
Take me off
Cause I been on


(Laughs)
I remeber my baby hair
With my dooky braids
Frenchy's Boudin
In the parking lot
Shout out to Willie D
I was in that WIllie D video
When I was bout 14
Looking crazy
Shoutout to Pimp C
You know we used to sneak and listen to that UGK

You and your girl but your sister was alright hype
I gave ya'll hallboys
Candy last night
BAM
(laughs)
Hol up

Texas Trill
H- twon
Going
Down
Man