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I went downstairs and waited for chelle. It took maybe 10 minutes and she was knocking on the door

Bey: hey boo what's wrong
Chelle: *crying* bey my aunt died today
Bey: awww which one
Chelle: Kendra
Bey: how did she die ?
Chelle:heart attack I have to fly to Detroit to night
Bey: awww I'm so sorry chelle

3 MONTHS LATER
Jay has really been showing his ass lately I don't what has gotten into him .

Bey: I don't know all of a sudden he thinks blue is not his
Kelly: what !!
Bey: yeah he was like he wanted a blood test
Kelly: that nigga trippin bey
Bey: I know, he the one coming home at 4 or 5 in the morning

Jay: *walks in the door*
Bey: hey jay
Jay: *goes upstairs and ignores her*

Bey: you see what I'm saying
Kelly: something up bey something serious
Bey: Kelly you don't think I know that
Kelly: you need to figure out what's up with him
Bey: I will cab you take blue tonight
Kelly: yeah where lil man
Bey: Angie watching him and julez
Kelly: oh well go get her

I went upstairs to get blue she was in our room sleep. I tried to open the door but jay had the room door locked I knocked and he didn't open it

(Bey) I need blue

It took a minute then jay opened the door and gave blue to me then I packed her a bag and gave her to Kelly

Kelly: call me if you need me or if anything happen
Bey: ok I will

Kelly left and I locked the door I went upstairs and the room door was opened I went inside and jay was getting dressed

(Bey) where you going this late at night
(Jay) *ignores her*
(Bey) jay ??
(Jay) shut up
(Bey) can you talk to me ?
(Jay) shut up before you piss me off
(Bey) no fuck that jay you been acting crazy for two weeks now and I don't know what the hell is going on with you but you need to stop this shit now *walking up to him*
(Jay) don't get it my face
(Bey) shut the hell up i will get in yo face if I want to. *gets in his face* you racing the sun home and shit then have the nerve to say blue isn't yours are you fucking out of your hind *slaps his head*
(Jay) hit me again beyonce i promise you imma slap yo ass
(Bey) oh really *hits him* slap me *hits him* come on jay hit me *hits him* punk ass
(Jay) *slaps her* I told yo ass to stop
(Bey) oh hell no I'm bout to kill to ass *runs in the bathroom and grabs a razor* you wanna hit me jay really *tries to cut*
(Jay) beyonce chill the fuck out now
(Bey) *drops the razor* you lucky I got Jesus on my side nigga
(Jay) man whatever *goes in the guestroom*

What the hell happen he really just hit me I need a break from it all I decided to wright jay a note and stay with Kelly

Dear man I thought I loved,
I thought I loved you and I thought you loved me . How could you hurt me physically and mentally you said you would never do me like lyndell did but guess what you are. What did I do jay I haven't done anything but try to be a perfect wife and mother despite all your shit, jay you don't know how bad it hurts for you to say you want a blood test because you are not sure blue is yours she looks just like you . I think we really need a break and by the time you read this imma be gone . I want you to take a break and see if you really want me And to be positive that you want a blood test because we could get one
-bey

I layed the note on the bed and headed to Kelly house

To be continued

Now what?

Sorry for the mistakes
I called for the doctors and they came in

(DR) what's wrong mrs.carter
(Bey) I think he is better
(Dr) excuse me?
(Bey) I was sitting here in the chair and I had his hand layed on my belly and then he started rubbing my belly *looks at jay* look even his eyes Are open
(Dr) mr. Carter can you here us
(Jay) *shakes his head yes*
(Dr) sir do you know where you are
(Jay) the hospital obviously

5 MONTHS LATER

I'm so happy that all of that is over with me and jay is happy again and he is doing much better he has to take therapy classes and I always go with him tho

I gave birth to my beautiful baby girl BLUE IVY CARTER on April 14, 2009 (made the date up) she is the most beautifulist thing I have ever created she gives me do much life. Ever since having the baby I loved jay so much more he is such a great father. Also I moved anthony I'm with us and he is a great big brother

I was sitting in the room rocking blue to sleep while jay was cooking everything felt so perfect . While I was rocking her I was singing done nursery rhymes. It seems like I have a perfect family I have a son and a daughter. Anthony is really attached to jay him and jay do everything together like now anthony is down there cooking with jay.jay changed Anthony last name to carter now so I guess you can say anthony is jays son

I was starting to fall asleep so I layed blue on the side of me so she was facing me I just stared at her and she looks so much like me and jay . Anthony came in the room and tapped me

(Ant) mommy?
(Bey) yes baby
(Ant) daddy wants blue
(Bey) tell daddy she sleeping
(Ant) ok *runs Down the stairs*

A few minutes later jay came walking up the stairs

(Jay) *rubbing blue hair* you hungry bey
(Bey) yeah
(Jay) ok well you go eat and I will watch her
(Bey) *kisses him* thanks baby *goes downstairs

(Jay)
*playing with blue fingers while she sleeps*
I can't believe I'm really a father now this is my first baby by the women I love and she is so beautiful and perfect i think she looks like bey, I cried when I first saw here because she so innocent and precious my life is complete now I have a wife and a son and a beautiful daughter I would give this up for anything

JAY!!!!!

YEAH!!!!

COME HERE!!!

Jay goes downstairs to bey

(Jay) wassup baby
(Bey) sit
(Jay) ok *sits* wassup
(Bey) nothing I didn't want to eat alone so I wanted you in here
(Jay) where lil man
(Bey) watching cartoons
(Jay) is solo coming to get him or julez coming here
(Bey) I think julez is coming here
(Jay) oh alright
(Bey) jay guess what
(Jay) what?
(Bey) you are so sexy *bites her lip* I think we gone have to send the kids with solo
(Jay) I'mma call her right now
(Bey) no I will

I put the rest of my food in the fridge and called solo

(Bey) hey instead of you bringing julez cab you watch blue and anthony
(Solo) what you want me to watch your one month old daughter
(Bey) solo please I need this
(Solo) what dick? *laughs* damn bey that why you got two kids now
(Bey) solo it's been long enough can you please
(Solo) what am I getting in return
(Bey) a I love you
(Solo) yeah yeah I'm on my way hoe

I hung up with solo then Rasheeda called me
(Bey) hello
(Sheeda) hey bey this sheeda I wanted to tell you congrats on the baby
(Bey) thanks
(Sheeda) also tell yo friend k.Michelle to stop running her mouth about me and my husband
(Bey) *laughs* ok I will
(Sheeda) ok love you and again congrats
(Bey) thanks again love you too *hangs up*


(Jay) what she say *kisses her neck*
(Bey) *bites her lips* she said she on her way I have to get blue and anthony bag packed
(Jay) ok baby *blues starts crying* I think she hungry babe
(Bey) while I'm feeding her pack anthony bag he just needs the basics Pajamas clothes for tomorrow and a tooth brush
(Jay) ok

I went upstairs and packed blue things then I waited in the couch and feed her until solange got here

(Solo) hey bey *sits by her*
(Bey) hey
(Solo) she sleep ?
(Bey) yeah I just fed her bad she got three bottles in the bag one for if she get hungry again then two for tomorrow until we come get them
(Solo) ok well where my nephew at ?
(Anthony) *coming downstairs carrying his bag* I'm right here auntie no need to wowwy (worry)
(Solo) aww look at you carrying that bag like a strong man
(Anthony) yeah well you know *smirks*
(Bey) *giggles* jay your rubbing off on my son
(Jay) nope that's all him
(Solo) you ready to go uncle Daniel DVD julez is waiting for you
(Anthony) yeah let's go shawty
(Bey) anthony I told you bout that word "shawty" that's your aunt not your friends
(Solo) bey shut the hell tryna be mommy if the year I thought it was cute give me my niece so I can go
(Bey) *gives blue to solo* bye my little plum plum *kisses blue forehead* a thing come give mommy some love
(Anthony) *hugs and kisses her then pounds jay* bye!!!
(Bey) bye handsome

They leave and jay instantly picks bey up and carries her to the room and lays we on the bed

(Jay) damn bey I missed you And this body so much *placing kisses on her neck and chest*
(Bey) *moaning* I missed you more daddy

Jay took my shirt off and I unhooked my bra and her sucked on my boobs one by one and it turned me on even more I took his pants off while he kissed sucked on my chest . I pulled his boxers down bad layed back While he took my shorts and panties off. One a minute he stared at me then he kissed my navel until he made it down to where I wanted him at .
While his tongue was working miracles I moaned and grabbed the sheets I missed this so much

(Bey) *rubbing the back of his head and closes her eyes* mmmmm right there baby

Jay was putting his tongue deeper in me Hittin my spot which caused my legs to shake and eventually I cam but he didn't swallow he watched as it followed out if my pussy and for some reason that turned me on

(Bey) my turn *forces him to the bed and runs her nails down his chest*

(Jay)
When bey runs her nails Down my chest like That my dick gets even more harder this women know how to pleasure me very well *wraps his hand around her hair and guides* I don't know where she learned how to give head like this but I swear she is the best and some of this things she doing she has never did I think she been learning things ever since the last time she sucked me

(Jay) *biting his lip* damn bey I'm bouta cum
(Bey) *moves to the side watch him cum*
(Jay) I think you learned a few more thing since the last time we fucked
(Bey) a few *winks* I want daddy dick now baby
(Jay) well bring that ass over here then baby

SOLO HOUSE
(Solo) look y'all two nigga need to calm down y'all know blue is in my room sheep and talk jumping around here like this is a fucking jungle gym and julez you know better
(Julez) I'm sorry mommy
(Solo) you and your cousin go in them rock while I clean this shit up *knock at the door* *opens the door* ughh what nigga
(Ty) ooop attitude loose it
(Solo) *mumbles* Ty what is she doing here *looking at Joseline*
(Ty) *gives her a face*
(Solo) mmmm
(Joseline) well heello to you solange
(Solo) ummm Daniel go in the room you know I don't trust the her around my man *giggles* wassup boo :D
(Ty) I came to give you the tea
(Solo) *siting on the couch* spill it
(Ty) lawwwwd k.michelle and Rasheeda done got into a fight k.michelle threw a fucking candle at get ass
(Solo) you lying why did they fight ?
(Ty) because Rasheeda was talking shit so she was like she was leaving then k said tell Kirk and his four earrings I said hey
(Solo) K. Is a fool Ty you went to the strip club or something ?
(Ty) no why you say that for?
(Solo) I was just wondering because you got her so I thought maybe you went
(Ty) *laughs* you wrong for that you know I'm the only one that throw shade at bitches

BEY AND JAY

(Bey) *moaning* deeper baby I wanna feel it all
(Jay) *goes deeper* is that deep enough baby
(Bey) yes *moans loud* god baby keep it there

They fucked in that position for maybe another 10 minutes then jay started Hittin from the back

(Bey) *bitting a pillow* mmmmm....mmmmmhhh.....aaahhhhhmmmmm.. Jaaaaaaayyyy..baby I'm cummin *cums*
(Jay) *wipes his sweat* here I come baby *pulls out And nuts on her back*

OMG I needed that I forgot how good jay dick was until now I'm happy we got this opportunity I missed it so much

Anyways me and jay cleaned up and took a shower a layed in the bed until my phone started ringing

(Bey) hello ..... What's wrong *sits up*... Yeah I'm home.... Why are you crying... Ok but why are you crying .... Hello....hello *hangs up*
(Jay) who was that baby
(Bey) michelle something is wrong she was crying and wouldn't tell me why





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To be continued

Recovery ????

I walked in the house and I smelled food but I was so sad that I didn't eat to eat. I went and sat on the couch until I was my mom walking towards me

MT: hey baby you hungry
Bey: no
MT: you sure
Bey:yes
MT: bey you can't let this stop you from eating you have a growing baby inside you that need food *yells to gloria* Gloria can you please make bey a plate!!
MG: sure thing!

I sat there staring at the tv that was playing soap operas I hate those so I just put on my headphones and played my very first album I made

Do I really wanna retire from the industry??? I have too so I can be a real mom like my mother was for me. I wouldn't have to do no more interviews, appearances, or shows . I could just spend time with my daughter and maybe move anthony here with me
Anyways I got my food and I ate then I say my plate on the table and took my head phones out so I can tell him what happened

(MT) take your time bey and just tell us what happened
(Bey) *sighs and tells then EVERYTHING* and now he is in a coma
(MG) well they said slight coma so that means he is gonna be better
(Bey) yeah I guess it's just hard knowing he is not here with me because he is in a coma for god only knows how long
(MT) didn't you say Kelly was stating with you until he get better
(bey) yeah... But that don't compare to actually having my husband with me
(MG) we understand beyonce but I believe Shawn will be ok so stop worrying yourself
(Bey) I can't I need to go see him
(MT) you want us to go too
(Bey) *standing up* no thanks
(MT) ok well we will talk to you later bey *they hug her*

On my way to the car I got a call from k. I answered and she wanted me to met her at her house

When I got there I saw Ty and Angie there also I knew some drama went down or was about to go down

(Bey) hey y'all *sits*
(Ty) where yo big ass been?
(Bey) home can't you see I'm pregnant
(Angie) umm yeah it's not hard to miss
(Bey) fuck you
(K.M) where Kelly ?
(Ty) yeah where the industry hoe at
(Bey) ty she is not a industry hoe you know that nicki
(K.M) now you know that title goes to Joseline
(Bey)*laughs* but anyways she had a interview to do also I'm retiring from the industry
(Ty) am I still gone get paid tho
(Bey) yes dumbass
(Ty) shit I had to make sure or me and Joseline going to hit them strip clubs
(Bey) *shakes her head* so why you want me to come over for
(K.M) we going to get something to eat abs chill and we wanted you to come
(Bey) I can't I was on my way to visit jay
(K.M) oh is he better?
(Bey) no I just wanted to see him
(K.M) okay well call us when you leave

I left k's house and went to the hospital and told them everything they needed to know then they walked me to jays room when I walked in I saw him still hooked up to the machine it made me so sad that I didn't even want to say so I left to go hang with then instead

2 WEEKS LATER
It's been two week since jay been in a coma and I am missing him like crazy and even baby girl is missing him

I'm going to see him again today.
It's about 9 at night and Kelly couldn't stay to say because she had a show to do in NJ I couldn't sleep and the baby had been kicking
I changed into some sweats and headed to the hospital

When I walked in it was still the same he was still laying there hooked to the machine I grabbed a chair and put it by his bedside and took his hand and let it just lay there on my stomach I put my hand on top of his

(Bey) see baby girl daddy is right here so she can stop kicking mommy . Daddy is just not feeling well so he is not really being his regular self but that will all change hopefully very soon *eyes watering and lays her head on jays chest* baby I don't know if you can hear me but I love you so much with all my heart and I can't have you leave me by myself I actually need you in my life you are everything to me even tho you might hurt me I still love you . You have always been here for me when ever I needed you
I hate to see you like this I love you jay *kisses his lip*

When I kissed him I could of sworn I felt him try to kiss me back I don't know if I was feeling things or what so I just sat back in the chair and out his hands in my stomach and the baby calmed down

I was starting to dose off then I felt his hand rubbing my belly a little

(Bey) OMG jay baby your back






















To be continued :*

Explain .?

I quickly raised my head from Kelly shoulder thinking the doctor was gonna say that he was either fine or dead

(Bey) *sighs* he is dead isn't he
(Doctor) not quiet but he is in a slight coma and we don't know when he is gonna come back to reality
(Bey) *eyes watering* can I go see him?
(Doctor) sure you want to come also ma'am*to kelly*
(Kelly) *looks at bey then the doctor* yes I do

Kelly held on to my hand as we walked the hall to where jay was I didn't want to see him Hooked up to no Machine helpless I just couldn't see my husband like that

When the doctor Open the door I quickly ran to his bed side and cries while I hugged him

(Mariah)
I can't believe jay is in the hospital I'm glad I decided to watch the news tonight I have to go see him and make sure he is okay

I arrived at the hospital and asked what room was he in and they said 44 I walked into the room and my heart sank to my ass when I saw beyonce and Kelly because I don't know if they knew what happened with me and jay

(Mariah) *nervous* hi bey
(Bey) *looks at her and wipes her face* bitch that's mrs.carter to you and remember that shit next time you try to fuck my man *gets up and starts walking up to her* I can't believe you had the nerves to bring yo Lyin stankin ass down here to see my husband knowing damn well you ain't pregnant by that man right there *points to jay* that only women that's pregnant by Shawn Corey carter is beyonce Giselle knowles carter ok bitch now I advise you to leave now
(Mariah) whoa bitch who the fuck you talking to?

(Kelly)
Bitch? I know she aint just call bey no bitch oh hell no

(Kelly) I know you ain't just call her a bitch
(Mariah) shut the fuck up

(Kelly)
This hoe got the right one today I'm mad as hell and I want to fuck somebody up right now so here is my opportunity

(Kelly) *gets in her face* you told me to do what hoe
(Mariah) Kelly I don't got one for your shit ok I just came to check on jay
(Bey) for what? Bitch that's my husband
(Mariah) your husband that I fucked and got pregnant by
(Bey) oh really then take a pregnancy test since we at the hospital
(Mariah) I already took one I don't need another
(Kelly) yo ass aint pregnant cus bitch you know me and LaLa is like bees to honey hoe we go together like this *cross her fingers* so you know LaLa already to me you ain't pregnant
(Mariah) *thinking to herself* that bitch
(Bey) you need to go its been along day and my husband is in a coma I don't want to have to add beat a hoe ass in the list either
(Kelly) take you and that quote on quote baby you speak of and get the hell out if here now *giggles* desperate hoe
(Mariah) y'all bitches better watch who y'all calling a hoe shit it aint my fault yo man wanted to fuck me
(Bey) *slaps her* bitch! You wanted to fuck him
(Mariah) *pushes bey*

(Kelly)
Lawd Jesus this hoe done fucked up now it's time to let the beast out

(Kelly) *punches mariah* bitch put yo hands on her again
(Mariah)*holding her face* fuck y'all *leaves*

(Bey)
I understand that Kelly was trying to be there for me but now she only made it look like I was a little bitch and couldn't handle my own and she know I could fight my own battles

(Kelly) bey you ok?
(Bey) *ignores her*
(Kelly) bey you heard me ?
(Bey) Kelly I'm fine *attitude*
(Kelly) why you acting funny
(Bey) because you made me seem like a little bitch I couldn't fight my own battle
(Kelly) I was just trying to be here for you
(Bey) I know but I could of handled it
(Kelly) not while your pregnant
(Bey) oh yeah I kinda forgot I was pregnant Im sorry boo
(Kelly) how you forget you pregnant *giggles* you a mess but let's go imma stay with you until jay is out of his coma
(Bey) *kisses her cheek* thanks Kelly
(Kelly) girl you my sister if you don't give me a real kiss *laughs*
(Bey) *kisses her lips and giggles*

A few hours later in bey and jay room with Kelly and bey

I love Kelly to death we been through so much it's crazy we had a relationship where we could kiss on the lips and don't think nothing of it that's how tight we are .

Kelly was laying on the side of the bed that jay normally lays on and I was laying on the side that I always lay on. We were watching some crazy shit on tv and I couldn't stop thinking about jay

(Bey) Kelly?
(Kelly) *looks at bey* yes?
(Bey) *sad voice* what if jay dies
(Kelly) bey he is not going to die
(Bey) but what if he do my daughter is gonna have to grow up with out her father it's to bad anthony has to do it
(Kelly) look bey trust me he will be fine ok
(Bey) ok also I think imma retire from the industry and just be a mom
(Kelly) you sure I mean you love singing
(Bey) yeah I'm sure

*bey phone rings*

(Kelly) who that?
(Bey) K (k.Michelle I'm sorry I love her so I had to put her in the blog)
(Kelly) you answering it?
(Bey) yeah

Even tho I don't want to talk to nobody imma answer for k. Because she is cool and I know she will be real with me and everything

(Bey) hello
(K.M) wassup bey are you ok I heard what happened to jay he in the hospital
(Bey) yeah he is in a coma
(K.M) he will get better bey I know he will
(Bey) I know so why did you really call me ? *giggles*
(K.M) I called you to tell you about kirk's husband Rasheeda
(Bey) *giggles* his husband really? Lol but what happened
(K.M) ok so me and Ty went to eat and the lesbian couple was there so I was like cool me and Ty sat very close to them then I was talking to Ty and all I said was I'm not scared of a dude with four earrings in his ears this hoe Rasheeda gonna try to get in my face like she wanna fight me and the whole time me and Ty is like I thought he was a man why he can't fight his own battles *ty in the background* this tutu was in too tight
(Bey) *laughing* I like sheeda and I don't think Kirk is gay
(K.M) ok do yo man wear four earrings
(Bey) no
(K.M) and do he act as if you wear the boxers in the relationship
(Bey) no
(K.M) exactly Kirk is the definition of gay but bey I gotta go imma check on you until jay is better I love you
(Bey) love you too *hangs up*

After I hung up the phone with k.michelle I talked to Kelly some more then I had to find something to eat then after I ate I feel asleep

This morning I decided to finally go talk
To everybody since they have been calling me all day

I was meeting my mom and her house in New York and I know jay mom was gonna be there I was super nervous how am I gonna explain this to them????

To be continued

Jay!!!!

(Jay)
I got in the car ad I got to the house in 10 minutes . When I got there the front door was opened I went in and I looked around it was glass on the floor and I saw some blood I was so nervous I ran upstairs and I was the bey phone was laying on the floor and I saw my key to the house and Kelly purse here so I know she was here also . I looked around the house and saw that nobody was there I got so scared and emotional I sat on the bed and started crying "what am I gone do with out bey *sniffs* I need her in my life I can't live with out her *cries harder and sniffs again* I can't lose her or my first child. How am I gone explain this to her parents and my parents then Kelly is gone to this is crazy *sniffs* she makes me so happy and I would do anything to get her back lord please help me find her *sniffs and wipes his eyes*


(With bey and Kelly)

The guy: now you *talking to kelly* I want you to call that bitch ass nigga jayz and tell him I killed his bitch *looks at bey* ohhh and the hoe pregnant .. Point the gun at her stomach *talking to the other guy*
(Kelly) my sister aint a hoe or bitch
(Guy)*pointing the gun to her head* shut the fuck up and call that nigga

(Kelly)
I don't know what to do I'm so scarred that he will kill bey I mean I do want to live but I would rather him kill me instead of bey because of my niece in her stomach I decided to do what I was told

(Jay) who did?
(Kelly) *crying* jay it's me kelly
(Jay) oh my god where are you at?
(Kelly) bey is dead jay
(Jay) *bust out and cries*

(Jay)
My life was over I had nothing to live for everything is over now that bey is gone. She was my everything my heart my soul she was the air that I breathed now she is dead what else do I have to live for *grabs a razor and slits his wrist*

(Bey)
I have been crying this whole time . They have been hitting my baby this whole time I'm not bout to lose this child so I did everything I had to to protect not only my unborn baby but my life and also my sister life this wasn't gone be the end of Kelly fucking rowland and beyonce fucking knowles carter I felt Sasha coming into to me I can't believe they had Kelly tell jay I was dead I know he is probably losing his mind I became more and more angry .
They took Kelly somewhere else but it was still on dude in the with me and he ended up falling asleep so I had to do what I had to do and if it was for me to kill him then I had to I grab the gun he had and shot him in his stomach twice "one down one more to go" I got up holding my stomach and went looking for Kelly I when I saw her my bear broke he was raping her and she was tied down so she couldn't do anything but cry this shit broke my heart so I broke down and cried and fired the gun at his head he fell over on the floor and I ran to Kelly crying extremely hard we both was I untied her and we hugged for so long and cried

(Bey) Kelly I'm so sorry *crying*
(Kelly) *crying* me too

Me and Kelly got out and started walking back to the house we was still crying and it was cold outside our clothes was torn and we was shivering also we had no shoes or jacket then this old white stop and asked for a ride he dropped us off at my house and I ran to the room and fell to my knees when I saw my husband laying there helpless I kissed him so much then I yelled to Kelly to call the ambulance when they came they took jay out on a stretcher I was crying so hard the I almost hyperventilated the ambulance people had to help me calm down and breath because of the fact that I was pregnant
Me and Kelly followed the. Ambulance to the hospital and waited in the waiting room
Kelly was holding me and she had tears in her eyes to
This has been the worst few days ever first I find out my husband tried to fuck my sister and he cheated and didn't tell me then I got kidnapped and watched my sister get rapper also don't forget I killed to people and my husband is in a hospital and he might be dead it was so much going on I looked up on the tv and the shit was already on the news I got several of text messages from aaliyah my mom solange and everybody else but I didn't reply I was just happy that my best friend was here with me through all of this
While I layed there waiting I thought about the dude that broke in and I quickly realized those dudes were usher and is brother James that I just killed apart of me felt bad then the other part didn't

(Doctor) mrs.carter we got news

To be continued
Sorry for shy mistakes

HELP

When jay walked in the house he went to get a drink and its around 10 at night.Anthony is sleep because he got a plane to catch tomorrow morning. But anyways I was sitting on the couch for about 5 minutes then I went and wrapped my arms around jays neck
(Bey) hey baby I missed you where you been ?
(Jay) Kelly wanted me to help her with this party she planning
(Bey) why she didn't ask me to help
(Jay) your pregnant and we was lifting heavy boxes and stuff
(Bey) ohh ok
(Jay) where my son
(Bey) he sleep but we need to talk jay...seriously
(Jay) *nervous* okay..
Me and jay went upstairs to our room . I wanted to talk about everything from Mariah being pregnant and how I met up with lyn
(Bey) ok jay *sitting on the bed* I wanna start by saying I took anthony to see lyn today
(JAy) WHAT!!! Why
(Bey) I don't know I thought that it would help him change and maybe spend time with Anthony but that didn't work
(Jay) *shakes his head* man whatever
(Bey) the other thing I wanted to talk about was. .... *takes a big sigh* is Mariah pregnant by you?
(Jay) *shocked* how did you know that?
(Bey) I been new I just waited to see was you going to be a man and tell me but obviously you wasn't so I had to ask now is it true or not..?
(Jay) I don't know I mean she said she is but I don't know
(Bey) I knew you fucked the raggedy bitch
(Jay) I didn't mean too
(Bey) yeah of course you didn't jay get the fuck out now!
(Jay)but.-
(Bey) get the fuck out

Jay left and I sat in bed and just was thinking about everything in my life like how I'm pregnant and how this other women is pregnant by my husband it's crazy ass hell .while I was thinking I dosed off

I woke up the next morning and I had a text from Kelly asking me to call her . I didn't reply because I had to get up and get Anthony dress and head to the airport

I woke him up and gave him a bath and got him dressed then I got dressed myself .then we headed to the airport . When we got there I hugged and kissed him before he left . I missed him already

I got back home and I called Kelly back

(Bey) hey Kellz wassup
(Kelly) bey I'm coming over we gotta talk
(Bey) umm about what ?
(Kelly) some shit that happened I'm on my way
(Bey) ummm okay

From the way Kelly sounded on the phone I knew something was serious that she wanted to talk about . I sat on the couch and waited for Kelly while I was waiting jay texted me but I ignored it
About a hour later Kelly came and I hugged her but she didn't really hug me back we went to the couch and I turned the tv off and looked at her

(Bey) sooo what is it
(Kelly) I don't know how to say this *looks around*
(Bey) say what
(Kelly) me and jay almost had sex last night
(Bey) *gasped* you bitch *jumps on kelly*
(Kelly) *gets bey off her* bey calm down
(Bey) *YELLING* HOW THE FUCK YOU GONE TELL ME TO CALM DOWN WHEN YOU JUST SAID YOU ALMOST FUCKED MY MAN WHY EVERYONE WANT TO FUCK MY HUSBAND FOR
(Kelly) bey I said almost I stopped it because I would never do any shit like that to you
(Bey) you know what Kelly fuck you for real I don't want to talk to your ass again I don't give a damn what you do in your life *walking away* you know where the door is ill be happy if you use it
(Kelly) *sighs and grabs her purse and walks out the door*

SATURDAY :baby shower:
(Jay)
I haven't spoke to bey ever since what happened i don't know how I'm gonna get her to this baby shower *sighs*

(Kelly)
I feel bad as hell for what me and Jay almost did I have to talk to bey really soon


Jay ended up finding a way to get bey to the baby shower and she was secretly surprised and happy but didn't show it because it was Kelly and jays idea . Hours past and everyone bought bey gifts and they played baby shower games the whole time bey talked to everyone but jay and Kelly.
The party was winding down and everyone started leaving bey hugged everyone except jay and Kelly and then went home Kelly stayed and help jay clean and then they started talking

(Kelly) I feel so bad
(Jay) I feel worst because I tried to fuck you and your her best friend THEN I never told her that Mariah might be pregnant by me
(Kelly) that hoe aint pregnant
(Jay) how you know?
(Kelly) because LaLa is cool with her and the bitch was smoking and drinking and she even told her she wasn't pregnant
(Jay) what the fuck!
(Kelly) yup but I gotta go talk to bey we have never not talked like this do you got the key to the house?
(Jay) yeah why?
(Kelly) imma need it because I know she not gone open the door for me

Jay gave Kelly the key and Kelly crept into the house Kelly went upstairs and noticed that bey was in the bathroom and it sounded like she was crying . She decided to wait in bey bedroom and the whole time she just heard bey cry which made her start crying silently
About 20 minutes later bey came out and her eyes were red and puffy she saw Kelly and just ignored her and started putting on her pajamas

(Kelly) bey I'm sorry
(Bey) *rolls her eyes*
(Kelly) bey we can't let something as little as this destroy our friendship
(Bey) little.???bitch is you crazy you tried to FUCK MY FUCKING HUSBAND HOW THE HELL IS THAT LITTLE
(Kelly) bey you know what I mean . I understand your mad but you should be happy that I didn't fuck your husband and you should be happy that I stopped it because I knew how it would impact our friendship and you damn show need to be happy I told you and didn't keep it a secret
(Bey) *thinks for awhile* Kelly your right I'm sorry it's just that you are suppose to be my sister and when you told me I instantly got mad and didn't really think about it I love you *hugs her* but don't let no shit like that happen again or I promise you I'm cutting yo ass off for good
(Kelly) trust me I won't
(Bey) oh Kelly thank you
(Kelly) for what?
(Bey) that baby shower it was fun and I loved it
(Kelly) oh girl no problem and I got more good news
(Bey) what?
(Kelly) Mariah aint pregnant
(Bey) how you know
(Kelly) LaLa told me that she was cool with her and Mariah told LaLa she wasn't pregnant
(Bey) oh well I don't care Im still mad at jay because he still fucked her
(Kelly) yeah your right
(Bey) and he tried to fuck you so oh yeah I'm pissed at him
(Kelly) I understand so what you naming baby girl
(Bey) I was thinking blue ivy or ivy blue or something
(Kelly) I like blue ivy better

The year is not 2011 I wanted bey to have blue in 2008 in this blog
(Bey) me too

*knock at the door*
(Kelly) ill get it*starts to get up*
(Bey)*grabs her arms*no that's probably jay

*glass breaks*

(Kelly)*whispers* bey I don't think that's jay
(Bey) *starts tearing up and hears talking and foot steps and whispers to Kelly* Kelly I'm scared
(Kelly) me too call jay

(Bey) *calls jay*
(Jay) baby!
(Bey) *whispering* jay I need you someone's in the house
(Jay) ok baby I'm coming *hears the phone drop and Kelly and bey start screaming* bey ... Bey.... Shit *hangs up*

To be continued