4/4/04

the next morning me and jay got up and took a shower and then got dressed i put on some pants with these fur boots and a sweater type shirt. after we got dressed we went to my interview i had with tyra banks and it was fun she is a character lol after the interview the whole roc-nation team had a meeting during the meeting i wasnt really paying attention because i kept looking at that girl rihanna she kept looking at me with this stank look after a while i got pissed and i grabbed my stuff and walked out . jay followed me to the car 
(shawn)whats wrong with you
(bey)your hoe was bout to get a beat down
(shawn)what happened she aint say nothing
(bey)actions speak louder then words
(shawn)what did she do
(bey)she was looking at me like she had a problem or something and if you dont know in Houston Texas we dont play that shit i dont know what they do in Barbados but do not bring it around me 
(shawn)look baby thug the meeting is almost over ok so just come back and dont look her way
(bey)im going to wait in the car you can tell me what happen when you come back
(shawn) you sure ?
(bey)yes
i waited in the car for about 10 minutes then my friend keyshia cole i meet her when i went to California anyways she called and we talk and she told me that i should jump over that table on her lol  i was thinking about it anyways jay came back and he told me that i should do another album and im completely down for it i love making music so of course . i told him that i would and he said ok and gave me a kiss . we then went to a ice cream shop and got some ice cream i got butter pecan of course thats my favorite he got strawberry then we went home yes our home now . when we got there i was so exhausted all i wanted to do was lay down with my baby and sleep but he wanted me to go out somewhere and get him some damn shoe's from his mom house and she stay in new jersey what the hell but just because im a caring thoughtful person i did
i wanted bey to go to my mom house so i can set things up for tonight because i plan on taking it there with her tonight because today is 4/4/2004 and i think it would be good because out favorite number is 4 so i think tonight is the perfect night. i decorated the room and made it look perfect for her when she came back

i waited a little while and i just stood there And look at it then i went downstairs and took out some wine and chocolate and i went and bought her some flowers . then i went home and bey still wasnt back .i sat on the couch waiting for her and then she came home i walked up to her real slow and grabbed her waist and pulled her in close and tongued her down she dropped the shoe's that was in her hand and wrapped her arms around my neck i broke the kiss and showed her the flowers a got for her . she took them and smiled after that i picked her up and carried her into the room she looked at it and was amazed at what it looked like . when she was done looking i layed her on the bed i knew it was going to happen tonight i knew 4/4/04 would be a date to remember i gently kissed her on the lips and her neck she moaned softly . i slowly undressed her until she was only in her bra and panties i asked her was she ready to take it there and she said yea and i kissed her stomach and then i took off her panties and open her legs wide she told me that she haven't had sex in a few years so i had to be gentle i said ok then i licked her inner thighs and kissed them then i licked her clit and she was wet and i loved it i licked it up and down slowly and she was moaning and holding my head guiding me in the direction she wanted me to go . i went alittle faster and i used my tongue to go deeper she moaned louder and she told me she was gonna cum and thats  what i wanted  i went faster and she cam and i licked it all up then i stopped and kissed her for a long time while going inside of her while i was going in slowly she moaned while we was kissing . i kept going until all of me was inside of her 
(bey)i never knew how big you was until now jay mmm baby yes i want more
damn i mean i knew jay was big but now that we are having sex i can see that he is blessed when i told him i wanted more he grabbed my waist and went deeper i havent had sex in a while so i forgot how good it felt it felt even better to know that the first time we had sex is on 4/4/04 our favorite number. i needed this we needed this jay really know how to work with what he have gosh i love this man so much ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh shit im going to cum i felt myself tense up and my body going a little numb and i knew i cam when i felt him slow down a little .jay was loving my body the way it needed to be loved he was kissing on my chest and neck while going in and out of me i was scratching his back while he was in between my legs . i felt his dick tense up and i knew he was about to cum and that sent a chill down my spin that i forgot to tell him to pull out i didnt know he cam yet until i felt the warm liquid inside of me and for some reason i didnt care that he cam in me i love him so if i do get pregnant i wouldnt mind i mean i know i said i would wait but i can tell this man is different 
(bey)i wanna ride him daddy
(shawn)daddy? i like the sound of that
jay layed on his back while i slowly eased my way down when i had all of him inside of me i started grinding on him and i had my hands on his chest balancing myself and biting my lip he had his hand on my waist . i was in haven he sent me on a high like no other it feels like im on dope . he was sneezing my ass and everything i started to go faster until i cam again then he stood me up and pushed me on the wall and slowly pushed his dick inside of me i moaned in his ear then he kissed and sucked my neck while i wrapped my legs around his waist it was so much love and passion in the room it was insane it felt like my first time and it is well its the first time giving myself to someone that i love and that actually loves me back . we went faster on the wall and he went harder i was srcathing his back and moaning his name . i bent over and jay went in hard and deep
(bey)fuck jay mmmmm yesssssss baby i love you
(shawn)i love you too
she was bent over and i was going deep she was moaning loud and saying my name damn i love this girl so much she cam again and then we kept going at it until i was done then i slowly pulled out and i kissed her on the lips and i told her i love her she said she loved me too then we went to take a shower and in the shower we went for round two after that we washed up then she put on one of my shirts and some panties i put on my boxers and we got in the bed i was holding her from behind and once my arms wrapped around her she fell asleep instantly i kissed her neck and went to sleep myself

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