i hope its accurate

the next morning i woke up first and i got all my stuff ready first then i took a shower. when i got out i got dressed and jay was up he said hey to me and i just looked at him and then rolled my eyes . i grabbed my stuff and went downstaris i still had a hour before i had to be at the airport jay followed me downstairs . i sat on the couch and he sta next to me i got up and went to the other couch and crossed my arms and legs . i didnt even look his way. i mean like i knew he was drunk but that is no excuse if he wanted to kiss on a girl he had me he just acted as if i wasnt there . but anywho i got up because i was hungry so i made ME  and only me some food i ate it in the kitchen he was still in the living room . when i got done i was washing out the plate and he came up behind me and grabbed my waist and kissed my neck i pushed his face away and walked away. he went and sat on the couch i was about to sit on i just stood there in front of him with my arms crossed then he pulled me into his lap
(jay)whats wrong baby
(bey)*sighs*jay i dont want to talk about it
(jay)well we are whats wrong
(bey)ughh ok well you know last night when we went to the club right
(jay)a little i really cant remember that much
(bey)well jay you was all over some chick and she wasnt cute that girl made rihanna look like a queen
(jay)damn i must have been really drunk
(bey)yes but that still is no excuse
(jay)i know baby i was drunk and not thinking stighr im sorry i love you to much to do something like that on purpose i am really sorry
(bey)*sighs*i guess i forgive you
(jay)you guess?
(bey)yes i dont have any other choice because i love you
(jay)i love you too
(bey)mmm. ok but i need to get to the air port are you taking me
(jay)yes but it dont want you to go
(bey)i have to baby
(jay)you dont HAVE to you chose to
(bey)awww i promise ill take care of you when i come back ok
(jay)ok
jay took me to the air port and in the car he didnt want to let me go he hugged and kissed me for about 10 minutes. then i finally got on the plane. the whole time i was thinking about jay . i already miss him and its only been maybe 30 minutes i was sitting next to mehki he was trying to cheer me up but it didnt work because i miss jay alot . we landed in L.A and we all got checked into the hotel and into our own room i was so jet lagged that i just flopped on the bed and fell asleep . i think i slept for about a hour and when i woke up i had 5 missed calls from jay 2 from my mom and 4 from kelly i decided to call kelly first but she aint answer so i called my mom and she said she just wanted to make sure i landed safely because she know i dont like flying ever since the aaliyah accident  . after i got done talking to my mom i called jay and we talked for about 2 hours then the producer came knocking on my door telling me it was time to shoot the movie i told jay i was gonna call him back after were finished. this is my first movie im nervous and excited i always wanted to be in movies so here is my chance . we are starting off with the bar scene . i changed into the red dress i was gonna be wearing and then i got hair and makeup done the whole time i was getting my hair done most def was messing with me which made me laugh and eventually i stop thinking about jay.we finally wrapped everything up 3 hours later and we went back to the hotel.

4 months later
we are almost done with the movie and i might leave early because i miss jat so much and this long distant shit and finna woke i see now that im away from here i need him more then ever i truly love this man . i remember i used to hate him i used to think he was nothing but a rapper that liked to play girls  but now that im actually with him he is more then that he is actually sweet, nice, smart and handsome and loving . he see me more then beyonce that the world know me as he see me as one of the most beautiful women in the really he loves me for my flaws and all . i dont know why he loves me but  that is why i love him . im happy that i found the one for me because i thought all men were the same just like lyndell i cant even believe i had a child by the nigga i dont regret it because i love jaylen alot . i gave him my last name because i knew that me and lyndell had no love so i didnt want to give my son his last name . lately i noticed something about me i think i have been eating to much because my stomach is getting bigger but no one really noticed but me or they do notice just are not telling me . last night i threw up and this morning while we were shooting the movie i threw up i felt sick a little so they let me stay in the hotel today. everyone have been coming to check on me every two hours and it was staring to get annoying because everyone said they same thing "are you ok" or "do you need anything "i mean like im happy they are concerned but every 2 hours no . i told jay about what has been going on with me and he asked that most stupidest question he asked was i pregnant . im not pregnant i cant be pregnant .because.......oh shit wait i could be pregnant omg i cussed jay out for no reason when he could be right i feel so bad wow the thought of being pregnant with shawn's baby light up my world 
i havent seen bey in 4 months she should be back next months but i wanna see here now so i decided to go to L.A and i wanted to take her to the hospital to see if she is pregnant because she told me about what was going on with her and i asked and she totally went off on me i was confused but i didnt have a chance to say anything back because she hung up on me. im on the plane right now and it just landed  . im going to get bey a few thing just because i love her she probably is going to thing i got her this stuff because i did something wrong but for the past 4 months i was good i did really talk to rihanna or anything the whole time i was focused on bey . i went to a few stores and i bought her some clothes and heels because she love  heels and then i went to this jewelry store and bought her some 50kt diamond gold earrings with a necklace and ring that was expensive almost half a million dollars but ill spend all my money on her. i texted her and asked what hotel was she in and then she told me and asked why was i concerned and i said i was just asking and she said oh ok. i arrived at the hotel and i asked the lady what room was she in and the lady was acting like she aint no who i was . she said who are you i said shawn carter as in jayz as in beyonce boyfriend she sat there for a minute the finally she remembered she told me what room she was in and she gave me a room key . when i got to bey's room i unlocked the door and she must have been the room. so i closed the door quietly then i turned the tv on loud and started watching it .
what in the hell who the fuck is in my hotel room oh hell know im not bout to be that girl in the scary movie that gets killed talking about some hello nigga imma be quiet . i searched all around the room and i found this thing it was kinda like a bat i grabbed it and then i put my robe on because i was just in my bra and panties. i opened the door quietly and i peeked around the corner and i saw that it was jay i held on to my chest as i let out a sigh of relief because it was only him . i put the bat thing down and i ran to him
(bey)oh my god jay baby when did you get here
(jay)not too long ago 
(bey)oh how come you aint come in the room
(jay)because i wanted you to come find me 
(bey)why we aint playing no damn hide -and -seek
(jay)*laugh*oh shut up
(bey)* giggles*oh lord i see gifts what did you do
(jay)i knew you would think i did something but i didnt i just wanted to get you some stuff
(bey)some..? it look like you bought the whole mall 
(jay)*giggles*just go see
i looked at everything jay got me and i loved them he know me so well i loved the shoes they were so cute .i kissed him and he told me that .. that wasnt it he pulled out 3 boxes i opened them and i was amazing at what i saw it was beautiful 

they were beautiful i loved it i kissed him and then my eyes started to water . he put the necklace on for me and i put then ring and earrings on i felt so special . i hugged jay and i started crying .jay just hugged me . then i pulled away and sat on his lap . i opened my robe so he could see my stomach

(bey)what if there is a baby in here how would you feel 

(jay)like the luckiest man in the world  how would you feel

(bey)well even the thought of it puts a smile on my face but do you think we are ready jay because i have to start on my second album after i get done with this movie

(jay) that is no excuse 

(bey)your right 

(jay)*feels around on bey stomach*it seems like there is a chance *giggles*

(bey)*giggles*oh really doctor carter 

(jay)yes um let me just go check my charts and ill be right back

(bey)you are so silly 

(jay)*chuckles* ill be back for real but is anybody coming over here tonight

(bey)why would someone be coming to my hotel jay get real

(jay) i was just asking 

(bey)boy do whatever you gotta do 

jay went into the bathroom and i sat on the couch and played with my necklace and thought about a family with jay it seemed it would be everything .im happy that i actually know who and how jay is that may sound stupid or dont make since but i know that jay wouldnt do the things that lyndell did he would actually step up and be a father to his child.. well i hope .anyways jay came back in nothing but his boxers on like always he sat by me and but his arm over my shoulder . i got closer to him and layed my head on his chest and we watched tv. then i got really hungry.

(bey)babe are you hungry

(jay)yess

(bey)ok imma cook somthing

(jay)no you always cook i will

(bey)thanks babe

i got up and changed into some clothes and went to the store to get something to cook i mean we could of ordered room service but its too late now . i bought some pork chops and mashed potatoes and corn and that is what i cooked it took maybe 30 or 40 minutes to cook then i made me and bey a plate bey ate hers fast like it was her first meal then she started eating off my plate then she made her another plate . either that food was good or she is pregnant because bey normally dosent eat like this i mean she love food but she gets full pretty fast. the rest of the night we just pretty much relaxed and went to sleep . the next morning i woke up to bey throwing up i went in the bathroom and was holding her hair while she threw up and i rubbed her back and she told me to call the producer of the movie to tell him she couldnt make it today . i did then i comforted her until she regained her strength to get up . i helped her put some clothes on so we can go to the hospital. 1 hour later we were sitting in the waiting room waiting for our names to be called.

(nurse) the carters? *looks around*

(bey)*whispers* caters?

(jay)just come on

(bey)ok

why did jay tell her that we are NOT married yet anyways . we followed the lady to this room and the whole time i was shaking because i was nervous . jay told me to calm down and i did a little . when we got into the room the doctor told me to sit on the bed thing then he started talking and blah blah blah i was looking around at the pictures that was on the walls of babies developing and everything then he gave me a cup and told me to go to the bathroom and pee in it . i did then i came back and gave it to him he told me that he would have the results in a WEEK and i told him that we wanted to know today . he said that it might not be accurate but we can still do it . i agreed and they did what they had to do . i thought i would be easy to just give me a ultra -sound   but they wanted to do things that wasn't necessary , 30 minutes later the doctors came back and gave me the envelop with the results . and i put it in my purse and me and jay left . when we got home i was hesitating to open it . so i didnt right a way i wanted to wait until to night i decided to go shoot the end of the movie so i can leave early and wouldnt have to wait another month to be back home with my baby. i came back to the hotel around 10pm and jay was up watching tv until he heard the door shut he got up and hugged me and kissed me softly which turned me on bad ,i dropped everything that was in my hand and i pushed jay on the couch and did a little strip tease he kept trying to touch but i kept hitting him. about 20 minutes later i was naked and i pulled jay boxers off. i got on top of him and i kissed his lips and neck he kept trying to put it in but i told him to wait until i was finish i kissed on him and left hickys on his neck. then i finally let him put it in and i gasped because its been 4 months since we had sex .i was grinding slow so i can actually feel everything jay had  then i went faster and i was bouncing rocking swirling on jay until i came. then he flipped me over and opened my legs wide and went in fast 

(bey)mmm shit jay slow down a little bit baby

i slowed down a little then i put one of her legs over my shoulder and went deeper and faster . its been four months so of course i had to show out i  cam and bey did to. i place her on the wall and i lifted her hand over her head . then i was holding her up with my other hand i was going slow and she was moaning in my ear and i love that . i let her hands go and she wrapped them around my neck i went harder on the wall and the people in the other room was beating on the walls so we could stop but i wasnt going to . i could tell bey loved it because she was scratching my back up after i cam again and she did too. we washed up and layed down 

wow. im speechless im just laying her staring at the ceiling he is so much better then lyndell as anyways i almost for got about the results . i went to go get them then i layed back in the bed and got close to jay.

(jay) you ready bey?

(bey)mmhhmm*opens the letter slowly* ok so it says.....that.....it.....is...... POSITIVE....... OMG JAY WE HAVING A BABY *jumps on the bed*

(jay)*giggled*calm down remember that the results are not accurate

(bey)*calms down*yea your right

omg i hope this are correct because i love jay so much . anyways i layed back down and i turned the lights off and he wrapped his arms around me and i layed my head on his chest and put one of my legs around his and we feel asleep

TO BE CONTINUED