you lied

a few months have past since Aaliyah's funereal it was very beautiful and nice alot of her fans was there and i was crying the whole time her mother was there and we talked    and she helped me get over the fact that she was gone .im doing alot better im not that sad as much as i was shawn kept me company and was so nice to me after the funeral we went to his house and just cried in each other arms and that was the first time i saw him cry and it touched me. today me and shawn are going to houston so he can meet my parents we been on the plane for about 30 minutes and im ready to just get home and see my mom and dad and sister and of course my girls im kinda nervous because lyndell might show up and when he see that i moved on all hell is probably going to break loose *sighs* well i know jay will protect me *smiles*
(shawn)what you smiling about
(bey)oh nothing im just happy your meeting my parents my mom has been waiting to meet you ever since i told her we were together
(shawn)oh 
(bey)jay im kinda scared 
(shawn)why
(bey)i dont know ever since aaliyah died i've been scared to be on planes
(shawn)we been on the plane for almost a hour we will be fine i promise
(bey)ok im trusting you 
(shawn)ok
im kinda scared too but i cant let bey know that i put my arm around her and she fell asleep. we arrived in houston a few hours later and she drove we stopped by some place called Popeyes we dont have that in new york she said this was her favorite place to go when she was a child after we left there we went to her parents house . we got all the bags out the car and she just sat them by the door and she grabbed my hand and ran in the kitchen were her mom and dad and sister was
(bey)mommy i missed you *hugs tina*
(tina)i missed you to baby know introduced me to your boyfriend
(bey)ok well this is shawn or jayz
(tina)*shakes his hand*its nice to meet you
(shawn)you too
(solo)so jay can i call you jay? imma call you that anyways so there is no need to ask 
(tina)solange be respectful
(solo)sorry so jay what do you like about my big sister
(shawn)whats not to like about her
(bey)right!
(tina) Matthew why you didnt say nothing to shawn
(matthew)i dont approve of this beyonce you said he was only helping you with your album and helping you get your career started  
(bey)he did daddy but over time i fell in love with him dad we been together for more then a year dad he is a good person just give him a chance gosh
(matthew)whatever*goes into the livingroom*
(bey)please dont mind him he is stubborn sometimes
(shawn)its fine
(bey)mama wear is kelly michelle and alexis i want them to meet jay
(tina)up stairs
(bey)ok thanks
my father can be so stubborn sometimes hopefully he will come around because i plan on being with jay for awhile . anyways i grabbed jay's hand and i ran upstairs and bust the door open all three of them jumped 
(kelly)bey what the fuck you almost gave me a heart attack
(bey)im sorry but i want yall to meet jay
(alexis)wassup hov aint that you name
(shawn)*giggles*one of them 
(michelle)i always wanted to ask you how did you get jay from shawn?
(shawn)ummm
(bey)shawn dont answer that michelle tryna be funny
(tina)*yelling from downstairs*beyonce if you dont come get these back from out the front of my door way i know something
(bey)*yells*im coming *to the girls*yall better not mess with him while im going
(kelly)girl shut up and get out 
(bey)ok *leaves*
(alexis)jigga man have you seen the freak side of her yet
(michelle)*throws a pillow at her*ALEXIS that is none of our business
(kelly)have you
(shawn)we aint have sex yet
(alexis)WHAT!!! how long yall been together?
(shawn)a year and some months now
(michelle)mmmmm and she aint giving it up
(bey)*walks in* giving what up
(kelly)nothing anyways next subject bey how lang yall staying
(bey)2 days because i got to get back to new york because i got a few interviews
(alexis)im happy you aint with lyndell no more because you probably wouldnt be living your dreams and im happy you are thanks jay for helping her
(shawn)no problem
we all talked some more and jay got to know the girls alot my mom called us to eat and my dad didnt eat with us he ate in his office. i dont know why he acting like this he always saying how he only wants to see me happy and now that i am happy he dont like the person that makes me happy he liked lyndell and lyndell used to put his hands on me . anyways the girls left and it was only me my mom and dad jay and my sister me and jay was watching a movie in the movie room and my sister came in there and started questioning jay like she was a detective or something .after the movie went off me and shawn took a shower in separate bathrooms then we layed down in my old room . we fell asleep in each other arms. the next morning i went to take a shower and shawn was on the phone . when i got out the shower i just stood there a listened to what shawn was saying. he saying something that i couldnt understand but then i heard him say i love you too baby really clear and that broke my heart i put my clothes on real fast and then i opened the bathroom door and threw that stupid ass promise ring at him and i told him "so much for a promise ring huh? you cant even keep your promise"he tried to touch saying for me to let him explain but i dont want to here it i told him he could go back to new york and when i came back he could unsign me to his label because i really dont care . he keep saying how sorry he was but i didnt want to hear it i pack his stuff for him and sat his bags by the door and told him to leave and he said fine before he kissed me on my forehead and said that he would still love me i slammed the door and ran upstairs and cried in my pillow until i fell asleep again

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