things are changing

today im off so i really dont have nothing to do today. i took a shower and then threw my hair into a quick bun and i but some sweat pants and a t-shirt on then i went a started watching sponge bob . after about 30 minutes i started to get hungry and yes i can cook my mom taught me  and she taught me well i made me some eggs and bacon and pancakes and i went back into the living room and ate and started watching this movie Carmen it was a pretty cool movie i would love to do a remake of that movie that would be cool . the movie went off around 12:46 then i got up and started cleaning just so i can have something to do. after i cleaned my apartment i went out to the pool because its summer time and i havent got a chance to go yet so here is my chance to go while i can . im so happy i got paid yesterday so i got 300 dollars in my pocket well make that 100 hundred because my bills are 200 anyways i changed into my bathing suit it was a two piece and it was really cute it really complimented my curves i dont wanna brag but i think i have a nice body anyways i put a dress on over my bathing suit and i headed to the pool when i got there i sat down and layed in the sun trying to get a tan i had my shades on and i put the sun tan lotion on and sat in the sun 20 minutes later i noticed it got dark like some one was standing in front of me blocking the sun  i raise my shades up to the top of my head . and to my surprise shawn was standing there then he asked if he could sit i said its a free country do as you please  then i layed back down and finished getting my tan he kept making small talk but for some reason i didnt want to talk after a while i was getting annoyed so i went and got in the pool and started just floating around 

wow she is even more beautiful with that bathing suit on but she is really being  a bitch she dont see that im trying to make a effort i dont even wanna play her i wanna be with her if she would give me the chance im not gone give up so i went in the pool as well she was floating so i decided to scare her i crept behind her and picked her up she screamed

(bey)what the fuck shawn you scared me
(shawn)im sorry i wanted to mess with you but you should of seen yo face ha ha priceless
(bey)well it wasnt funny
(shawn)it really was
(bey)oh was it *splash water in his face*
(shawn)oh no you didnt *picks her up*
(bey)no let me go you betta not throw me in that water shawn im not playing
(shawn)to late *throw her in the water*
(bey)*laughing*shawn i told you not to do that
(shawn)to late now
(bey)whatever 

me and shawn played around a little more then i got out and dried off well we both did i actually enjoyed being with him i can tell we are gonna be good friends its funny i never would think i would be friends with rapper jayz . he is cool to be around i told him that i had to go home and he said he did to then he asked if i wanted to come to the studio after i got done so we can start working on my music and i agreed then i left and on my way home i stopped by burger king and got me some food then i went home and changed into the sweat pants and t-shirt i had on then i called shawn and told him that i was done he said ok and he was on his way i called my mom and told her the news

(bey)omg mom guess what
(tina)wassup baby
(bey)rapper jayz signed me to his record label and we are going to start on some music today mommy im so happy my dreams are finally going to come true 
(tina)im happy for you baby 
(bey)thank you mama but i think that him i gotta go tell daddy the new please
(tina)i will bye love you baby
(bey)i love you too 

i hung up with my mommy and i got in the car and shawn was staring at me like she saw a angel i just got in and asked what studio we were going to and he told me the one at the roc-nation head quarters i said ok then my favorite song started playing which was forever my lady by jodeci i know the song is old but i still loved it i turned it up loud and i sang every word shawn looked at me in amazement . after then song was over i turned it back down and just sat there

wow beyonce has a great vocie she sound so good singing that song that all i could do was stare well i wanted to but i was driving so i couldnt and she was looking good in them sweats yup i have to make her mine. anyways we got to the studio and she had 3 songs that she wrote. i read the songs and i realized from them that she was in a bad relationship she told me that those songs are ture that. that those things really happened i was shocked because i wouldn't think her past would be so rough . i think the one that really got to me was titled me myself and i . beyonce has went through alot by the end of the right i want to show her that with me she dont have to worry about me ever hurting her . but anywho we found so beats that she could sing to. she went in there and she recorded me myself and i first then she recorded a song called a gift from a Virgo i just watched from the outside of the booth then she walked out and sat next to me.

(bey)so how was it
(shawn)that was amazing you are very talented 
(bey)thank you .. so what are you doing right now
(shawn)editing 
(bey)oh ok
(shawn)yup ... um beyonce i want to let you know something 
(bey)ok
(shawn)well with me you dont have to worry about me hurting you i actually like you your beautiful and talented and i can tell you are a amazing person to be around even know you just met me 
(bey)ill keep that in mind but you are cool to be around i didnt think you would be like this i thought you was just a regular player  that could star less about someone like me but i can see that your not like that 
(shawn)yea im not 
(bey)ok but what eles is there to do 
(shawn)well i've been writing this song title bonnie and cylde and i wanted to know if you would be bonnie
(bey)what..of course just give me the lyrics and i will do it 
(shawn)ok thank you bey i 've been waiting on a female to be on this song with me but i couldnt find the right one and you are the right one
(bey)thank you

shawn gave me the lyrics and i sang them and we recorded that song in under 1 hour i love the song its a cool song im actually starting to feel him i mean he is showing me a different person. he is showing me a dude that i need in my life i wanna be with him im just scared that he might do some shit lyndell did to me i dont want to relive another nightmare . something deep down is telling me that he wouldnt though i dont know . i put my head down and thought about life with him and it seemed like things would be amazing i could see my self being his wife and having kids someday i looked up and ours eyes meet i could see my whole future in his eyes he touch my hand and said..

(shawn)beyonce please give me a chance
(bey)with what?
(shawn)being with you
(bey)are you asking me out?
(shawn)yes
(bey)well in that case you have to ask the proper way
(shawn)and what is the proper way
(bey)you have to say beyonce will you be my girlfriend
(shawn)ok .. beyonce will you be my girlfriend
(bey)yes i will 
(shawn)for real?
(bey)yes but i only have have 3 rules
(shawn)and they are?
(bey)1. be honest with me no matter what just be honest 2. be faithful please please please and last but not least 3. dont ever hurt me physically or emotionally please i dont need a rerun of my ex
(shawn)i will follow everyone of the rules and beyonce im going to make you the queen o this industry just trust me ok
(bey)ok

me and my new boyfriend talked some more then he dropped me of and i gave him a quick kiss on the lips and boy oh boy them lips was soft as hell ..but anyways 2 weeks have past and shawn has been the best boyfriend you could ever have our song bonnie and clyde was number one on the charts i loved the song i listened to it everyday ever since the song came out alot of record labels have been calling trying to get me to sign to their label but i keep telling them im sign to roc-nation but they are not getting it when my family back in houston heard the song they were so happy with me my father was too he said i sound amazing and that he knew i would make it i guess her was right . but anyways i took the money i mad from the song and bought a bigger apartment and a new car and a whole new wardrobe i felt good about everything i knew things were gonna be different from here on out

to be continued