i love you

today shawn wants to take me to the fair and just because im a big ass kid im so excited he wants to go around 7 so it can be dark out . right now it's only 5 but he is coming over to pick me up then were going to his house to chill until 7 i've never been to his house so im kinda happy that he wants me to come over . nobody know about our relationship i haven't told my family yet and he haven't told his family yet. its alot of rumors on the internet saying that we might be together . everytime i go out someone always come to me and ask if me and him are together they also do the same to him but when were together in public its so hectic its camera all in our face asking us the same question over and over im not ready to tell the world or my family about me and shawn's relationship because im not really positive if he is going to be faithful and im not bout to be played in front of the whole world i guess ill tell them when i feel he is really committed to me . anyways i deiced to dress down in something cute i wore a blue shirt that had pink and purple designs on it then i put on some dark blue skinny jean with some blue heels . i love heels i had my first pair when i was bout 13 . after i put my clothes on i decided to leave my hair down and not to put any make up or well i put some lip gloss on but that was bout it .. oh yeah i also released 2 singles they both turned out to be number one hits one called naughty girl and the other called baby boy that i did with sean paul.im almost done with the album its coming along really well i want shawn to be on this song im writing its called  thats how you like it im not done with it but its almost finished .shawn arrived 20 minutes later and i grabbed my coat and rushed out the door i got in the car and he said i look beautiful then he gave me a quick kiss but i wanted a longer one so i grabbed his face and kissed him longer he just looked at me and i laughed it took us about 10 minutes to get to his house i didnt know he stayed this close to me  we sat i the car and talked while i was looking at his house it was so beautiful and huge 

(bey)jay this is beautiful
(shawn)thank you but did you just say jay
(bey)yes . i did shawn but i wanna see the inside
(shawn)ok. but i dont really have that much furniture
(bey)why.?
(shawn)because.. im waiting for you to furnish it
(bey)oh really now...aww shawn thats sweet but im not ready to live with you yet
(shawn)i understand 
(bey)thank you but let see it 

i can respect that bey is not ready to move in with me i mean we only been together for 2 weeks ill wait as long as i have to i want her to know that im serious about being with her . i showed her around my house and she was amazed that it was so big but i dont really have that much furniture because like i said im really waiting in her to furnish it  me and bey chilled at my house and she mad herself at home she took off her shoes and went and sat on the couch idk what it is about country people they always taking their shoes off (thats true im a country girl and i always have my shoes off) i was happy that she was making her self at home because my house is her house i asked her was she hungry and she said yea so i made both of us some food and it took about 30 minutes then we started eating

(bey)mmm shawn i dint know you could cook this is amazing
(shawn)yea my mom taught me
(bey)my mom taught me too 
(shawn)you can cook
(bey)omg your such a dummy did i just say my mom taught me how to cook
(shawn)*laughing*well excuse me 
(bey)*laughing*shawn im so excited i love going to the fair 
(shawn)im glad you do i rented out the fair from 7-10 so we wont have people coming up to us asking about out relationship 
(bey)thank you because i really didnt feel like going through it today i just wanna have fun what time is it im ready to go
(shawn)*looks at his phone*its only 6:43 calmed down ok we still have time to spend to gather and i have something for you ok 
(bey)ok what is it
(shawn)close you eyes
(bey)ok *closes her eyes*
(shawn)ok open

when i opened my eyes shawn had a ring that look like a wedding ring but he said it wasnt he said it was a promise ring he said that i have to promise to be faithful and honest and i said i promise then he put one on his self and said that he promises that he will never hurt me or cheat one me he said he will always be faithful and honest and never do anything to hurt me like lyndell did i was crying and eveything on the inside of the ring it said bey and jay 4 ever and a day i hugged him and cried on his shoulder while he hugged me back then i broke the hug and i kissed him then i starred into his eyes and said i loved him after i said that i felt nervous but i also felt relived he said he loved me too then he kissed me again its something about this man that put my love on top i know or sure that he is the one i want to be with for the rest of my life i can feel it in my soul that he is the one god created for me

wow she said she loved me i love her too damn i would never think that i would love another women besides my mom . i wanna be with this girl for the rest of my life she might be the one i make ms.carter who knows . anywho we watch tv she was cuddle under me and i was holding her then 7 came and we headed to the fair when we got there she wanted to get on every single ride about 1 hour and 30 minutes later she was complaining about her feet hurting she shouldnt off wore heels but me being the loving boyfriend i am i put her on my back and we went on the roller coaster and that shit was scary as hell.

(bey)omg shawn that was fun dont you just lovvvvvvvvvve roller coaster
(shawn)no that shit was scary 
(bey)*grabs his face and use her baby voice*awww poor baby was scared of the wittle woller coaster
(shawn)no i wasnt scared
(bey)mmhhmm but anyways lets go im ready to go
(shawn)ok

me and shawn left but first we stop by my house so i cant get some night clothes because i decided to stay the night with shawn i went in and i got my shorts and my dumbass forgot to get a shirt shawn told me not to worry about that i could wear one of his i said ok and then we left and went to his house his bedroom was beautiful i could see myself sleeping in this room with him every night he said that i could but my clothe on my side of the closet and i was like my side and he was like yes and then i went to the closet and it was literally 2 side on one side all of his clothes was there and then the other side was empty i came out the closet and he said that he ran me a bath i got in the bath and it was so warm it felt so amazing he had bubbles in it that smelled so good i sat in the bath for a good 20 minutes before i washed up and got out  i put a towel on the i went in the room to get my clothes and shawn was just laying in the bed staring at me

damn she look good in that towel i can see her being my wifey one day it took her about 10 minutes to get dressed she came out wearing my shirt and these short that look good on her she had her hair wrapped up then she got in bed and she was so far away from me so i pulled her in and kissed her man i want to fuck her but imma wait. we watched Friday and she laughed through the whole movie i swear i love that laugh of hers she is so beautiful after we watched Friday she feel asleep and i held her in my arms and just looked at her until i feel asleep. this relationship is gonna last for a eternity 

TO BE CONTINUED 

PS. HAVE A HAPPY THANKS GIVING 

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