Sunday, February 24, 2013

The wedding

Its three parts to this the wedding, the reception, and the honeymoon

I hurried up and put my clothes in and tried to look presentable then I ran to the door

(Bey) jay what are you doing here ?
(Jay) *folds his arms* I could ask you the same thing
(Bey) I came to chill with Kelly
(Jay) oh really?
(Bey) yea
(Jay) oh ok well can you come home I miss you
(Bey) yeah let's go

It seems jay isn't mad I'm so happy that he is not because I really don't wanna argue. Me and jay got home and he was walking ahead of me and he just went straight up to the room I was really confused so I took my shoes off and went upstairs with him

(Bey) jay why you not talking?
(Jay)*silent*
(Bey) jay will you say something damn it
(Jay) beyonce I'm not in the mood
(Bey) why?
(Jay) because you left without telling me first off then you go to your friend house with that nigga
(Bey) jay I didn't even know he was gonna be there be showed up a little later before I did
(Jay) so what did y'all do
(Bey) just chilled that's it
(Jay) your lying beyoncé so until you can tell the truth I'm leaving
(Bey) *starts tearing up* jay nooo
(Jay) yes I have to because I know your lying *leaves*

I can't believe she is lying to me like that I know something went down but I ain't even gone sweat it if she wanna lie imma let her lie but she is gonna do it with out me . I decided to stay with my nigga kanye until bey get it together

I fucked up I knew I should of never let Kelly talk me into that shit *shakes her head* I feel extremely bad damn I fucked up for real this time I decided to call my stylist/brother Ty because I knew he would make me smile and laugh

(Ty) you reached Ty what the fuck do you want
(Bey) *sniffs* hey boy
(Ty) bey are you crying
(Bey) I was
(Ty) why?
(Bey) Ty I done fucked up Kelly talked me into have a fucking threesome with her and usher and jay came over Kelly house and saw usher over there then he left and said he not coming back until I tell the truth and he just proposed to me
(Ty) wait back this dump truck up yo ass messed up when you said Kelly talked you into it you know you don't do what her ass say
(Bey) *giggles* yeah you right * phone beeps and she looks at it * speaking of Kelly she calling me now
(Ty) three way please
(Bey) ok *puts it in threeway* hello
(Kelly) you good?
(Bey) no jay left
(Ty) Kelly when I see you I'm fucking you up
(Kelly) why?
(Ty) because you talked her ass into doing it
(Kelly) oh yeah I'm sorry bey
(Bey) it cool imma call y'all back tho
(Kelly) ok
(Ty) no I'm coming over so we can get this shit straight tell ja to bring his ass back
(Bey) ok *sniffs*
(Ty) stop crying all the damn time god or I'm not gonna work my magic
(Bey) I just love him so much Ty
(Ty) oh shut up I'm not your damn diary don't express your feeling to me just call the nigga and I'm on my way
(Bey) ok *hangs up*

I decided to text jay because I knew me might not answer I I called him

Bey: jay can you come back so we can talk
Jay: are you gonna tell the truth
Bey: yes
Jay: on I'm on my way
Bey: ok

I was nervous because I didn't know what was gonna happen this could either make or break me and jay relationship .
Ty cam before jay but when jay got here he didn't say anything

(Ty) now I want you to shut the hell up *points to bey* and I want you to listen *points to jay* now make a long story short bey had a threesome with Kelly and usher because Kelly talked her ass into it she didn't want to do it but Kelly talked her into it there now hug and kiss and make up so I can go
(Jay) is his true *looks at bey*
(Bey) *shakes her heads yes and looks down*
(Jay) I think we good you can go
(Ty) bey do you think I should go
(Bey) *looks at jay then back at ty* yes
(Ty) mmm ok remember I'm nothing but a call away
(Bey) I know
(Ty) ok bye
(Bey) bye
(Ty) *leaves*

I sat on the couch silently and waited to see what jay would do he came and sat by me then held my hand and turned my face towards him

(Jay) bey why didn't you just tell me
(Bey) I was scared
(Jay) bey all you had to do was tell me if it wasn't your idea bey you could have just said Kelly talked me into having a threesome am I happy about that ? No I'm not but it happened already and it wasn't your idea so I guess I can't be mad
(Bey) *smiles and kisses him* jay I love you so much
(Jay) I love you too just don't let it happen again
(Bey) It won't
(Jay) well let's go to bed its late
(Bey) your right

THE NEXT DAY

(Jay) bey will you hurry up we gone miss our flight
(Bey) damn it jay I'm coming *grabs her purse*

Me and jay our flying out to Houston today to go see Anthony because I miss him .. When we got there Anthony ran right up to me and hugged me

(Anthony) hey mommy
(Bey) hey baby did you miss me
(Anthony) yes
(Bey) aw where your grandma
(Anthony) she is upstairs
(Bey)*smiles* ok

I went upstairs to my mom room and she was reading something I got in bed like I used to do when I was younger and I hugged her

(Bey) well hello to you to mother *giggles*
(MT) hey baby
(Bey) how you Been
(MT) I've been good what about you and Shawn
(Bey) we are good have anthony been behaving
(MT) yea he is a good boy
(Bey) *smiles*

OK IMMA SKIP TO BE AND JAY WEDDING DAY

Today is the day I marry the man of my dream the one I love more then anything I'm nervous and excited tho. I got out the bed me and jay got different hotel rooms because my mom don't want us to see each other until I walk down the Aisle I had to start getting dressed but I took and showered and brushed my teeth while I waited for my mom and Ty to come and fix me up my sister solange and Kelly is here with me tho . When my mom came she instantly helped me into my dress

(Bey) *looking in the mirror* I can't believe I'm getting married *begins to cry*
(Ty) I just did your make up cut the water works
(Bey) *wipes her face* I'm sorry I'm just so excited
(Solo) bey you look so beautiful
(Kelly) yeah you do
(MT) *zips bey dress up and looks at her with tears in her eyes*
(Bey) *hugs her* mama don't cry
(MT) I'm sorry you just look so beautiful and I can't believe your getting married
(Bey) yea me either

So solange is pregnant with my nephew he and her boyfriend has been living together so they both where stating I my hotel room for some reason I don't know but anyways we got everything done and it was time for me to walk down the aisle while I was walking I felt the tears coming when I saw jay I had tears coming down and I had a smile on my face when I got to him he held my hands and kisses my cheek then the preachers said all he had to say then I said my wedding vow

:Shawn Corey carter I'm so happy I wake up to you every day you taught me so much you taught me not only things about love and how to love you taught me how to be a women you help me see the good in a bad situation you taught me so much that whatever I do I feel like it isn't enough and I don't know what I would do without *starts crying* I try to tell myself that of we don't last I will be fine and I could survive but it's not true I need and want you in my life jay I would give anything to spend every minute of my life with you I can explain how happy you make me it's just so much I can't put in words it's a lot I want to say I just don't know how Shawn I love you with everything I have:

I wiped my fear when I was done I felt good to be able to express me feelings to him like that . It was jay turn now and he held my hand tight and looked me in my eyes

:beyoncé Giselle knowles you are so beautiful and I love you so much I know before I met you I was a dog but when I met you, you should me the value in a women you showed me that not all women are the same and that I could actually love another women besides my mother . Beyoncé I see all the sweetness in you I see that you don't do things to make me mad I see that you only try to make me happy even when I'm mad I used to say that I would never get married but look what I'm doing I'm marrying one of the most important women in my life I cherish every moment we spend together and don't ever want to lose you bey I love you:

Y'all see what I mean anything I do is not enough it can't compare to the love he gives me :) we said our "I do's" then the preacher said you may kisses the bride and we kisses and it felt like out first kiss it was so much passion in that kiss it was one of the best
Next stop is the reception

To be continued

3 comments:

  1. OMG!!! im glad jay wasn't mad at bey for a long time. i can't wait for the next post!!

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  2. Omg i cant wait for da update i loved dis im glad jay didnt stay mad great post

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